Forever and a day (On Hold)

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Victoria

It happened again today. It's the fifth one this week. Most people would be filled with joy and hope. Not me in fact I'm filled with dread the thought that at any moment he or she can come and they would be forced to spend the rest of their life with me.

It's hard to think that anyone would feel like they belong with me. Nobody should have to deal with my problems. I'm a nobody.No one cares. That's what I've been told all my life. At first I hadn't believed it. But then the teachers stopped wondering why I had bruising on my face. The students saw the bruises but they hadn't cared either. It sure makes you think about your life.

It made me wonder what would happen if they had killed me. Then they almost did. I had woke up in the hospital. The nurses and doctors had cared for a few minutes then they found out who I was exactly. Before that though they had called the cops. When the cops had showed up I had had a little hope but then that disappeared. They did nothing.

They hadn't even sent me into foster care instead they had just sent me home. Back to where it all happened. Back to where the worst of it was. Don't get me wrong it was good when I first got back but then it slowly got even worse than before. She drank even more he was gone even more I was put in charge of the gang. They cared for me more than my actual family. They saw her markings on me they tried to do something. But I wouldn't let them.

When he got back though I made sure that they treated me differently I knew it pained them but I didn't want them to be hurt if not killed because of me. They have family. Wives and kids. I couldn't allow them to be hurt because of me. They weren't allowed to do anything to either of them. That was my job. So in the middle of the night...

Well you don't need to know about that now do you. After leaving I swore to make that part of my past disappear and so far it has worked. Anyways where was I. Oh yeah. It was the fifth soul mate pairing this week. I haven't met mine yet but I know he or she is out there I just hope they will love me for me and my problems. Because let me tell you me and my problems are a packaged deal. Let's hope my soul mate will now how to handle a mess like me.

Hi, it's Persephone here or Seph whatever you want to call me.
I was just wondering how you like this so far. Make sure to comment, vote and just enjoy the story.
Love you all Kisses,
Persephone Lyra (Seph)