The Big Secret Of Love (Janoskian Fan Fiction)

Chapter 11

Rosalie POV: I wonder what the boys reactions to my new look will be like?, i saw Becca running dropping her suitcase on the ground once she saw Skip i found that so cute when she did that. I heard all the boys gagging at Becca and Skip kissing and i couldn't help but laugh and that when they all noticed me i just stood their, i think they either didn't recognise me or they are suprised how much different i look. It was kind of awkward for a moment for the first time ever the boys and I was different it was weird we were always so much alike. I took a deep breath and walked over to the guys and awkwardly said hi with a wave. You know how it feels when you haven't seen your best mates in ages and then when you see eachother you run up and hug them saying how much you missed eachother yeah well this was not one of those moments its like i am a stranger to them or they have a secret that they want to tell me but i can't.

Luke: Hey Rosie i missed you he said as he hugged me

Jai: Shit you looks so much different i missed you he said as he pulled me into a hug straight after Luke.

James: Its like we havn't seen you in ages, he said as he hugged me

Skip: I missed my lil Rosie it hasnt been the same not annyoing you he said with a smirk as he hugged me.

Rosie: Guys i missed uses to but i know something is up so are uses going to tell me or do i have to ask my boyfriend the one who hasn't talked to me hugged me or kissed me he just been starring at me, Beau??

Beau: Umm I'm so so so sorry please forgive me for what i am about to say, i was a bit drunk but umm on friday night me and the guys went to club and umm yah well i got a bit drunk and couldnt remember most of the night but umm when i woke up in the morning i found out that i had slept with another girl and i'm so sorry for this i can't believe i cheated on you i felt so ashamed after, he kept rambling on about how sorry he was and all they guys and Becca was giving my sympathetic looks.

I had no idea what i was suppose to say, to think my best friend, my boyfriend cheated on me when we only just started going out i knew he had cheated on other girls before and i was mad about how he treats the girls but i thought maybe just maybe he wouldn't cheat on me when he was sober or drunk but i guess i was wrong but what am i suppose to say i can't stay mad a t him he is my bestfriend and so are all they guys and they would be mad at Beau for making me hurt or ignoring all of them which i can't i have to pretend to be strong thinking its alright even though on outside i will be alright but inside im dying from getting hurt but being a passive person like i am i keep things bottled up so nobody gets hurt.

Beau POV: She just stood their, with a blank expression on her face i had no idea whats going to happen and im really scared about finding out but i had to tell her better coming from me then the others. Rosie finally spoke she had no emotion in her voice either

Rosie: Beau i umm forgive you she said, everyone had suprised looks on their face as so did i.

Beau: Really, we can put this behind us and carry on our relation- she cut me off before i finished my sentence

Rosie: I forgive you because you are my best friend but that's it i think we should go back to being best friends for now it was less complicated she said with a lil saddness in her voice as it croaked out of her, her saying that shattered my heart.

Beau: I am really sorry, maybe we should go back to best friends hug?

Rosie: Sure, after a few seconds i went to pick her suitcase up to take it the car but she stopped me. I umm going to go home and  i will catch a taxi so you guys can leave don't worry about me ok?

Beau: Come on we got the car here already we could dropyou off at home i said with a begging tone.

Rosie: I think i would rather be by myself  so can you guys just go, she said i can't believe i hurt her even though she not showing hardly any emotions at the moment she is hurting just as much as me or maybe more. I just nodded and so did everyone else as we walked away from Rosie.

Becca POV: Skip and I were having a good time catching up but then tension filled around the area of the guys i turned to see Rosie standing their saying hi, hugging the boys but not Beau something must be up. That when i started listening to the converstaion between Beau and Rosie and that when i heard he cheated on her i got mad my first started clenching and Skip noticed because he started hugging me and holding my hands to calm me down other wise if he didnt i would have punched that dick head for hurting Rosie, she keeps things bottled up inside when she really needs to let out some steam, few mins past and she finally spoke and said she had frogiven him but doesn't want to be in a relationship with him right now. I can't believe she forgave him so quickly but at least she not trusting him at the moment but i feel like she will need space right now, the last thing she wants is to be around her friends knowing whats had happened. She told us to leave her to get a taxi by herself and she going to go home instead of going to brooks like always, as we all walked away from her i turned around and saw her eyes were getting all teary, as we got outside and Beau put my suitcase in the back i had to say something to him.

Becca: You know you are such a fucking idiot right?

Beau: Yes i know that

Becca: Good, i think it be good to stay away from her right now

Beau: Hmmm

Rosie POV: They all left and now i was standing in the middle of the airport, a little bit teary so i went outside and got a taxi and told him to drive to my place after i got home, the first thing i did was get change not into pjamas even though i was tired into running gear, it helps me think which i need to do right now i grabbed my ipod locked the door and left i put on some music and first song that came on was Walking on water by Benny Tipene, this songs expressed so much emotions in the song which i loved so as i started running, i wouldnt stop even though i was getting tired i wouldn't stop because if i did i knew i would think about Beau, i got towards the park Beau had first asked me out, i stopped for a second as it showed the memory of Beau and I that day as i was about to remember i just couldn't bare to see that day where everything was perfect, so i started walking towards the big tree that i come sit sometimes but instead i started punching the tree over and over again ity hurt my knuckles every time but i wouldn't stop until i saw my knuckles bleeding i started crying i fell down on my knees and just cried and said " He broke me, my best friend broke my heart the one person that i never thought would he actually broke me" i cried out loud, until suddenly my vision went black