Smoke Spaces//;au

Dear, My Child

*Sarahs POV*
I see Zayn grabbing a beer from some guy he gulps it down he looks different something must have happened I don't if it's cause of Harry or something else. I walk over to him he doesn't notice until I put my hand on his shoulder and steps forward make my hand fall.

"Zayn you okay what's wrong"
He looks drunk and his hair is messy.

"Just go okay I am fine okay I AM FINE" he raised his voice he takes some guys cup of alcohol.

"Zayn lets just leave okay you don't go here you could get in major trouble okay people are starring" I whisper.

"What your ashamed You brought me here.. New flash Sarah I brought you sorry self here SOO yeah" he says

"What ever Zayn I am going to leave alright find your own way back since I was the one you drove you ass here" I yelled

More people start to look i am i upset so I grab his cup of what ever alcoholic beverage in here and get the hell out. I turn around to only see Zayn drinking some Hennessy. He's so full of it I can't stand it.

*Paytons POV*

"Who did you come with beautiful?" Harry says

"No one just me my self and I"
I say quietly I feel weird or maybe nervous guys don't really talk to me let alone flirt with me Harry is soo handsome and his accent his really hot. I am not the type to let guys hit on me and than flirt back I am more of a shove of kind of girl.

"Great I am glad" Harry says

"Why are you glad I came alone do you take pleasure in my loneliness?"
We both laugh.

"No it just now I don't have to worry about you leaving with anybody, I mean but me" he says
He's very charming but I am not going to sleep with some guy I just meant i mean I am not some tramp.

"Well yeah i guess you come with anyone?, wait let me guess that guy with an Irish accent and blond hair."

"Okay you got me I am leaving the party with Niall I was going to tell you but were keeping it a secret okay shhh." He says
I laugh and push him on his shoulder

"Ohh what was that for" he says while moving his shoulder.

"You cheated on me with Niall"
He's eyes widen and he smirks his dimples show

"So I guess we're dating since to cheat we must be together than from me to cheat I am I right." Harry says
Look down on the floor I am a little less flirtatious after that. He lifts up my head and looks in my eyes

"It's okay as long as you take me back babe" he says

"Whatever Harry we never dating again"

"Ahh ha so we did date but call me back babe I heard we have chemistry" he says

"OMG are you serious right don't call me babe I am not in to it okay"

"Fine I won't call you babe I'll call you beautiful, beautiful would you let me kiss you" he says

"HARRY lets go have to get back I have a bio test" Niall says

"Well that's my boyfriend calling me home" he say
We laugh I don't know what to do I mean I want to kiss him but it's like.

"Okay how about you give me good bye kiss since you sad we broke up" he says while holding my hands

"We never dated okay so you should j---"

Kisses me I am shocked I put my hands around his neck he puts his hands around my waist I feel fireworks I love the way his hair feels it's soo..

"HARRY LETS GOO" Niall yells
He pulls away slowly

"Sorry but my boyfriend is waiting next time lets do that some where private" he says while still holding my hand he slowly lets goo and walks away I am just amazed and happy.

"I'll contact you don't worry babe" he yells
I blush when hear him say that.

*Zayns POV*

I am walking in the park and all I see is the night sky and that stars burning. I am wishing this night would just burn it's would make me feel so much better.

All of my body is feeler with anger I broke I all of my rules in life and that's to not care and not dream of someone or something I just want it all to end I look up and see this building there are some ladder up to the roof of it

I walk across the street with a bottle of Hennessy I climb up the ladder all I can think is about how my life is just going done and how no one wanted me so why would I want to live I am at the roof the building I stand closer to the edge and look down I take my last gulp of Hennessy and throw the bottle I hear the glass shatter and imagine all of my problems going away I shift my weight on accident and lose balance fall of the edge lucky I catch myself I can barely hold on I close my eyes and see

Dear My child,
I am sorry that I have to do this to you my letter won't be long just like my time with you I want you know this is for the best don't ever run away from you problems face them don't make the mistake I did I couldn't do anything for you I am sorry.
                                Love, Mum

I pull myself up know I could be like my mum I couldn't live myself knowing I am just as bad as her I lay my head down and think about nothing how I need to change my life because I have no one except me the only on I could trust is myself.

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