Ready For A New Start, I Think!! (Jacob Black Love Story)

Chapter 4

Jeylani POV

At around 10pm I heard foot steps an I knew it had to be either Sam or Emily. So I just closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping. Then Emily walks in.

"Jey I know you are not sleeping, we have to talk."

"There Is nothing to talk about"

Yes there is, why did you say that it wasn't Jake who hurt you? That it was someone else?

"Cause it's true Emily, remember when we were talking and I said that It was a long story about why I don't want a boyfriend? Well that "Long Story" is about that "Someone" who once did hurt me."

"How did that person hurt you" Emily Said.

"Emily I said sobbing. I don't want to talk about it."

"Please Jey just talk to me, I want to help you."

"Emily you can't, nobody can it's something you can't heal."

"Just tell me please" Emily begged once again.

"Okay umm when I was about ten years old I got raped. By my uncle.

Tears already starting to come again, I continued well I never told anyone cause I was scared of what he would do to me after I told. So I've been keeping quiet since then. Anyways before I came I tried hanging myself but my parents caught and stopped me. They asked what had happened and I just told them I was being bullied. And I ended up here. They told me to come here to get my mind of things for the summer. They took this real hard. Especially my brother and my sister.

It was said around school that I had STD's but Emily I don't I really Don't.

"I believe You honey" Emily said with Kindness in her voice.

This girl in my class, Kristin thought I was sleeping around with her boyfriend, Danny.

It really was her "Best Friend," Sarah that was doing it.

I saw them both in the girls bathroom making out but I kept quiet about it. Kristin Kept tortouring me. Everybody always gave me dirty looks. I've held in sooo much. But two of my Best Friends helped me through everything. Except when I got raped they don't know about that. I was too embarresed to say anything."

After I was done telling Emily my story, she pulled me in for a tight hug and I started Sobbing in her shoulders. We stayed like that for a few minutes then we pulled away.

"I'm soo sorry this had to happen to you sweet heart. I still think you should have told your parents about this."

"Emily I still think that wouldn't have helped much. Back home guys tried getting in my pants. They did everything they could to get me to trust them. There was once this boy who I thought I really did Trust. In the end he told me he had never meant the words he had said. That really hurt me. Since that day I haven't dated again. That's another reason why I don't trust many people. The only people I trust are my best friends, some other close friends and my siblings. And I kinda trust you too I said with a smile."

"You can trust me with anything. And that man, your uncle should have been in prison a long time ago."

"I know but Emily what if everyone thought I provoked him. Which is totally not the case." One more thing, I don't want anybody to know about this not even Jacob and the guys."

"They have a right to know, You can trust them. They are really nice boys once you get to know them."

"I don't know Emily. What really worries me is if me and Jake will talk any time soon after what happened."

"What exctly did happen between you two."

"Well me and Jacob kissed, I mean he kissed me first and I just kissed back" I said blushing.

"You totally like Jacob" Emily said.

"Ugg Emily I do but at the same time I don't want to. Again so after I pulled away I told him I couldn't do this and I Started crying and left."

"Just give Jake a Chance tell him everything. He will never hurt you trust me. Non of the guys will ever do that. Yes they are cocky and Perverted but in the inside they are really sweet. You never know, he might have a secret he might want to tell you too."

Umm Okay, I'll think about it I said Kind of confuse. Emily then walked out. What did Emily know that I didn't? Ohh well I'm going to shower and call Jake.

Okay Guys sorry for the long wait, I just had alot of personal problems Lately. I know, I know, that's still no excuse but I wasn't in the mood for anything. This chapter might have been a bit boring sorry but I'm going to try harder.

Thank You,

LoveHalina❤