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"Are you sure you're okay?" I heard Sarah's voice through my phone.

"Don't worry Sar , I'm fine". Fine. My favourite word over the last 4 months. The word that lets the world believe I am actually "okay" everyday.

"I love you El. Goodbye."

"I love you too. Bye" I say back.

My best friend of eight years cannot even see I am falling apart. I just lay in bed, thinking.

I want to die. A bridge. A high building. One too many pils. A clean cut down my forearm. But I couldn't do it. I was too cowardly for that.


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