Kiss Land...

Eleven

Abel POV

Naya and I sat in my living room still, talking about ourselves, since I don't know too much about her and she knows close to nothing about me.

"How old was your brother?" She asked me.

Little too soon to bring him up like that and talk about him in the past tense, he passed hours ago.

"18." I answered bluntly. "Can we not talk about him please?" I pleaded.

"Sure, sorry Abel."

Right now I just feel like fucking and drinking and taking drugs, all of those things can fill the void singed into me right now, may be temporarily but better than nothing.

These drugs make me feel kinda fucked up but the thoughts that pass my mind are interesting.

I looked over at Naya and smirked. I inched over to her and kissed her lips as my hand slipped into her pants.

She stopped me and took my hand away then jumped on me and stripped me of my clothes.

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-3 days later-

Monica POV

I heard Abel is back in town from my friend Reggie, he told me he has a girl with him...interesting, they can't be dating, he don't get into that.

Abel POV

Today I decided I need to get out of my loft because I'm close to reaching a state of depression. It hasn't sunk in that Aden is gone but I can cope because losing my mother at a young age has really left me numb to many things.

"We're going to my boy's house, come on." I told Naya.

She got her bag then we went down to the car.

"Hyghly's place please."

"This your new girl Abel?" My driver asked while laughing.

I looked at Naya then looked back at Tyler my driver and said "Yeah." As a joke.

"We're just friends..." She added.

Naya reminds me so much of my ex...she won't open up to me and let me love her, their type confuses but also attracts me.

-Hyghly's place-

I sat with my boys while Naya sat with their bitches laughing and joking.

Hawk passed me a blunt and I lit it.

"You got any coke or heroin or something?" I asked.

"Abel you don't do those drugs boy..." Cash laughed.

"I tried them with Naya they're amazing man. Now that I've mentioned it I NEED it, I'm craving them so much! Weed ain't enough." I explained.

"That ain't healthy man, stop those things."

I looked over at Naya then thought to myself, that's true, those drugs ain't me what the fuck am I doing. 

"Yo, hyghly there's someone at the door." Lamar shouted.

Naya came over to me and sat on my knee then Hyghly went to open the door and when he did he revealed Monica...

"What the fuck." I mumbled to myself.

She walked in and looked around then saw me and ran over.

"Abel!"

"Hey.." I said unenthusiastically.

"Is this your new hoe? Wait maybe not because you don't do loving." Monica laughed.

"Don't worry about it Monica, it shouldn't concern you." I told her.

"Abel did she make you cry like I did?" She asked.

"Fuck off Monica."

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the next chapter will be the end, there's no way to make it longer because there's a point I need to get to.