Saved *Park Jimin Fanfic*

Eight

*This story has gotten a little confusing for me and I want to keep updating but I'm not sure if this is a good story. After this update please tell me if there should be more or if you have any ideas for the story you can do that as well.*

*Mia POV*

What just happened! I thought he wanted to talk to me! Something that went like "Hey I've been distant cause I don't want Jimin to know I like you" Not kiss me! I just wanted to be friends with all of them and be with Jimin. Yes, I kissed back a little bit only because once he kissed me a small flashback of me and Jimin decided to pop up and I thought he was Jimin. I wanted to cry more and more knowing that I kissed him back. I thought that if I told Jimin I did and the reason why he would believe me but what if he didn't? What if he left me thinking I had betrayed him? What if? What if? Ugh I couldn't do this anymore. I didn't want to live like this. Being left by my parents, the past, the nightmares, Namjoon...

Once I got to the others after Jimin had told me to and I had told them what happened they went into panic mode. It's like they knew Jimin was going to do something to Namjoon. I didn't want that to happen but I knew it was going to no matter what. I couldn't stop them. I was a small helpless girl I can't do anything right anymore. They took me to the car but we never left. Tae said they wanted to stay and wait to see if Jimin and Namjoon were okay. But I knew that was a lie. They were waiting for Jimin so they could get his story on things, to ask if he did something to Namjoon, and mostly to calm him down. J-Hope and me were leaning on the back of the car just sitting there in the dark silence waiting and waiting. Soon enough he broke the silence.

"Mia, I knew RapMon liked you. I did not know he liked you that much to go and do that though. Do you want to talk about it more, becuase when you did you kept stuttering and crying I couldn't understand all of it." He smiles at me softly, his brown hair lightly being blown by the wind and his sad eyes showing his sympathy for me. Yet I didn't want or need any.

"Okay." I take a small breathe in and start. "He asked me if we could talk. I agreed of course because I thought he was going to explain to me why he was being so distant. He takes me to the other side of the carnival. That's when I started to get a bit worried but I trusted him. I trust all of you. He starts to tell me somethings and they end something like he hopes I don't hate him. I start to say something trying to question him but he stops me by kissing me. That's when a small flashback, memory whatever you want to call it popped up inside my head. A memory of me and Jimin. I thought that was what was happening I kissed back I don't know why but I did I don't know what to do. Hopie, help me." I started to get shaky. I sped up my words and started to panic. I put my hands in my hair and my head was down low.

"Mia, tell Jimin. He is the one that can help you. I'm really happy to hear you trust all of us but talk to him and know I will be there if something bad happens. We all are." He looks over to the boys. Tae is smiling and laughing with jungkook theit arms around each others shoulders, playing around looking up at the Ferris wheel lights. Suga laying on the cement looking up at the moon waiting for the stars. Jin sitting in the car nodding his head to the music. "I do, I really do trust you guys." I say quietly still watching everyone.

"Mia!" A shout comes from the entry way of the carnival. It was Jimin and I felt my face get hot. There was no fight. He is okay. I move from the car and wait for Jimin to get closer before I start to walk towards him. I hug him and wait a while to start talking.

"Are you okay? Is everything okay?" I am still hugging him and speak into his shoulder but when I stop talking he steps back and sad smiles at me.

"Mia I hit him. One hit that's all. I couldn't do anymore damage when you were hurt and I needed to calm things down. J-Hope and me were on the phone when you were explaining to him what happened. I told him to put you on speaker. I heard everything and I love you."

"I love you too" He pulls me back into a hug and I hug him back. Maybe I didn't need to end it all right now.