Im Not Okay (Narry Storan)

chapter 1

Nialls p.o.v

I woke up to the screams and shouts of my bandmates downstairs. Seriously its like 7:00 in the morning.
I jumped out of bed and looked in my mirror. Why am I so hideous I mean look at all the other boys they are all buff and good looking i am not even average

I sighed as I lifted my self out of bed my latest scars burning my skin. Management tells us to wear long sleeves anyway so I've never gotten caught ... not like they would care anyway

I walked downstairs and suddenly louis appeared in my face shouting
"ALRIGHT NIALLER WE ARE JUST UP AND HAROLD OVER THERE IS MAKING US ALL PANCAKES"

"Ok lou you dont need to shout"I say back to him ruffling his hair sometimes I think he is the youngest

"Here you all are" harry says putting pancakes on all our plates

"Umm actually harry im not hungry"I whisper

All the boys look at me in shock as I never turn down food. In there eyes I eat like a pig but they dont no that I just sick it all back up again

"Niall are you feeling alright" liam says " maybe you should go to bed and I will bring up a thermometer and medicine and-

"Im fine lili" I say cutting him off
"Oh ok niall if you need anything just say"he whispers back as if hurt

" I will lili" I say hugging him and then giving him a kiss on the cheek

I just missed the look of jealousy harry threw our way

Hey guys so I decided to update tonight sorry its a bit short if u havent guessed already it is just after the xfactor I will still update tommorow as I am finding it very enjoyable to write this and it is a distraction from shit that is going on in my life
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