chapter 2

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Nialls p.o.v

I was sitting on my bed thinking about random shit when I heard liam call me and the rest of the boys to the games room

"Alright boys"he said when we all got down "we have a photoshot in half an hour it is short notice so we have to hurry up"

We all scrambled about to get our shoes and jackets then we got outside and hoppes into a taxi that liam had called

When we climbed in I went to sit beside lili when I noticed he was up at the front with the driver and lou was beside zaynie

Which means the only available seat was beside harry or at a separate seat but I didnt want to appear rude so I plunked myself down beside him.

btw niall is really sensitive and sweet in this

"Hey Nialler"he said in his deep voice

"Hey" I said as I kept my eyes away from him

"Nialler are you ok" he asked sadly

"Yeah im fine hazza" I replied

"Ok if you need anything say ... ok"

"Ummm hazza"

"Yeah"he replied

"Ummm ... caniveahug"

"Sorry I couldnt hear you Nialler"

I took a deep breath "can ive a hug"

He laughed and I was about to move seats when he pulled me into his chest and let me cuddle up to him I fell asleep quickly

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At the photo shoot
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"Wake up Nialler" a voice whispered to me as he ran his hands through my hair

I got up and streched I hopped outta the car and into the building

"Ok boys turn around ... thats superb ... now pose ... great stuff babes"

Thats all you heard for the next half an hour I was ready to go home when they said

"K now time for the topless shoot yeah"

I broke down right there what was I supposed to do ... they couldn't no se the thing is I only have a couple of scars on my wrists and they are faded but on my stomach there are loads and they are all fresh the boys pulled me into the changong room

" hurry up and get changed Nialler " the boys said

"I i dont w w wanna take m my shirt o o f " I stammered

"Well your gonna have to ni" lili said gently to me

That was all it took for me to go into a full on panic attack

All the boys were trying to help harry came and tried to get me to calm down but I couldn't

"Lili" I said as I reached my arms out

He came over and took me into his arms he run his hands through my hair while saying just breathe niall just breathe

They boys excused us from the shoot saying I was sick and took me home

There you go another chapter
Next chapter will be up tommorow it will be liams pov vote and comment luv u

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