K-POP Theory's Book

SUGA

suga was suicidal after he found out about the death of jin. he would mess around with a lighter and sometimes accidentally set things on fire. he thought about setting his room on fire and lock himself in his room burning with the fire but he could never put himself too it. suga regrets barely talking to jin making him feel like he was some of the cause of jin's death. he felt himself breaking piece by piece not being able to put himself back together. he thought his relationship with jin was one that went wrong and if he could he would do anything possible to have jin back and restart and make sure his friendship with jin was better. he wouldn't be able to ever except jin's death.

jungkook tries and tries to explain to suga that it isn't his fault and he shouldn't think it is. suga would not listen so he let his feelings out and slammed jungkook into the wall punching him. jungkook fought back pushing suga into the table having the vase break over suga's shoulder. suga wouldn't let him win. he punched jungkook in the face repeatedly. jungkook finally took a swing making suga's mouth bleed. suga decided he wasn't gonna take it out on jungkook anymore and began to lash out throwing everything and breaking it trying to feel no pain like before. he just wanted to feel numb and ignore everyone. he wanted everything to go back to normal but he knew it wouldn't. jin was dead and he wouldn't be coming back ever.