AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE!!! IN THE END YOU END UP LIKE ME. A DEPRESSED PATHETIC 15 YEAR OLD GIRL WITH NO FUCKING LIFE.
* cries* I say I can do it without him. But honestly * sobs* I just cant. I left for him to be happy. Heh, he doesn't need me. His fucking sister would know better. But then again she thinks I'm fake. LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME. IM NOT FUCKING FAKE FOR FUCKS SAKE.
God, I hate this. I wish I could just die. Heh, I got a new tattoo last night. Actually I got 2 new tattoos last night.
The first one is under my left boob and it says " Rejected from life." And the other one is over my heart. it's a heart chained up.
I just fucking wish life wasn't so fucking cruel ya know? Cuz ya know, I finally gave up fighting. The world took him from me. He slipped through my fingers before I could realize he was gone. And this time I'll never get him back.
* breaks down*
Maybe I can't do this after all.
