It hurts. My chest hurts. I've never felt this much pain in my life. I feel like dying. But I can't. I just... can't, although everyone will be happy when I die.
Ya know I was forced to have sex with my friend's brother. I hated it. YET I STILL FUCKING GOT FUCKING PREGNANT. yea, I got an abortion yesterday. I hate it. all of it. but now he hates me. * sigh* his sister basically called me a slut she said: " Why are you sleeping around then? Ya know I'm sorry but he's my world so just leave him alone."
Yea, that hurts. so basically I can't talk to him now, or do anything about it. I'm a fucking failure.
I failed everyone. I failed life. I'm a fuck up.
Goodbye
