So I fell in love with this girl and she loved me back we start dating and ,although we live far way from one another it was working out. but I quickly realised that thing where going down hill when we talk less and less I tried to sort things out but she told me she had a project, I believe her as she is a trust worthy person. So I just want on with my days trying to talk to her but one of the days I ask her about the this app and what she uses it for she told me to write story's but she was getting bully by some one on here, so I did what most boyfriends would do and tried to help her by talking to the girl how was being mean, so I did but it didn't work as she just ignored me. I designed to keep the app because I like the idea of writing my own story, then one day out of nowhere my girlfriend told me she had to accounts one was to write story's the other to role play, she promised me she it was only between girls so I was okay with it, but it asked her anyway what it was called and she told me. It was playing on my mind for week and because she didn't know the my user name I followed her back and she fallowed me back we talk for a bit to see if she knew if it was me or not, she didn't know so I felt okay for a few week then it came back I was trying to ignore it to keep her private life private to her but I couldn't so today I looked at her profile to see she fallows boys and girls so I was a bit hurt she lied to me, next I saw she had told everyone that she was going to kill her self and when she told me the same day I got told by her I was the only one that knows, finely at the time I felt lied to but I could get over it then I looked at her books and started to read then I look at the comments and I fond one that was like a shot gun bullet to are love the world's
"I love you "
And then some dude replying
"I love you to"
This was probably roleplay but it still hurt, you are up to date one what just happened 3 minutes ago I feel like killing myself or throwing up this isn't a story this is me just writing as It goes along so if I don't see the world again I'm just happy I find our that every one in the world is trusted
