I need to control myself

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Ricky's POV

As Ari sleeps she coughs through the night I just can't sleep I'm worried about her I'm scared

I'm making her sore even though I laugh it off doesn't mean that I'm proud of hitting it right

I feel like I'm making her body weak so I need to stop the sex it's hurting her it's hurting me

I mean it's hard not to she's a fucking turn on with the slightest touch my friend gets happy and I get desperate

I love her to death but I need to stop as I hold her in my arms in the dark room I just think I've never loved someone as much as I love her

My phone then dings and I see a message from Frankie and Ryann I read Frankie's first it said

Frankie frankstein: Hey I see those marks on my sister don't fuck her too hard Lol anyways I love that you're making her happy you're the best

I smile and go to Ryann's message

Butthead: Hey Asshole why didn't you tell me she can dance like that, that was the hottest dance ever I'm pretty sure after this video you guys did it didn't you

Me: I keep my sex life to myself sista but I miss you and I hope to see you soon

Butthead: Yeah whatever I miss you too

I lock my phone and kiss Ariana's forehead and I never went to sleep I watched over her all night

As the dark sky turn to a beautiful sunrise Ariana's eyes flutter open I smile and she sees I was tired

"Baby...you look awful did you sleep"

"No I watched over you"

She starts coughing and it was nonstop

"Baby..baby are you OK" I asked worried but she kept coughing

She then got up and ran to the bathroom I followed behind her and held her hair up while she threw up

When she was done I wash her face while she brushed her teeth

"Ricky what's wrong with me"

"I don't know baby" I say tearing up

We lay back down as everyone came in and Frankie got her Starbucks she looks at me

"Baby go to bed"

"No I can't"

"I'm ok" she kisses my lips adding her tongue I pull back and look down

"Ricky are you OK?"

I say nothing

"Do you not love me anymore"

"Is that even a question I love you soo much it's just that I think it's me who made you sick"

"Baby you made me feel wonderful just because I'm sore doesn't mean you're terrible you are perfect I don't care what anyone says"

I smile and kiss her God I love her and no one is gonna change my mind about her

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