Stars (Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter 3:The Last Time

Find myself at your door, just like all those times before.I'm not sure how I got there, all roads lead me here. I imagine you home, in your room,all alone and you open your eyes to mine and everything feels better.- The Last Time( Taylor swift ft Gary Lightbody)

Amelia's pov:

I awoke to the sunlight beaming through the pink floral curtains. I turned over to the other side of the bed. I was not a morning person. As I decide I should get up, I wondered over to my wardrobe.

"What to wear??"I questioned aloud.

I picked out a pair of light washed denim jeans with a white Mickey Mouse t-shirt that said "Orlando Champ". I paired the outfit with my most precious babies. My white converse.

Yes I love converse. Any colour and any design. I was addicted. Maybe.

"This all do" I said to myself admiring my self in the mirror.

I decide to apply little make-up. This consisted of; foundation, mascara and a bit of lip balm. Not too much but at least I looked like I tried.

I made my way down stairs when I heard Tom and Lou talking in the kitchen.

"Lou she's been here for ages" Tom said in hushed tones.

"She needs the help Tom, you and me both know that" Lou replied.

"Maybe she needs more than our help Lou" Tom replied getting a bit upset.

I'm not going to hurt but that last remark made me wanna scream.

So I did what I do best. I walked up to the front door. Yanked it open and as fast as I could,I slammed it shut. I didn't care anymore.

If they didn't want me, then they don't have to worry anymore. I'm not going to bother them anymore.

As I walked down the cold streets of London, I could hear the morning birds singing away. I saw the leafs fly in the wind, gracefully, like a ballerina dancing.

I kept walking. It felt like hours , until I found myself at that same old door. The same house that changed my life forever. I knew that this last time wouldn't hurt. All I had to do was walk up and chap the door and see him. See the man who ruined my life forever. The man who makes me push everyone away. The man who makes me feel so worthless that I can't even look in the mirror.

Well here goes.

Lou's pov:

As I heard the door slam shut, I knew Amelia heard what Tom and I where talking about. God how stupid is he.

"Tom! You idiot!" I yelled at him.

"What?, how's that my fault?" Tom asked bewildered.

"Your the one who basically said she was mad" I said. Annoyed he didn't even notice.

"We'll , it's true, c'mon she has these weird attacks in public. That's not normal." Tom added.

"God Tom, sometimes I wonder if you do have a brain in that head of yours" I replied.

"Wait, I'm confused?" Tom said with confusion in his voice.

"You idiot, she has anxiety!" I yelled.

"I didn't know!" Tom yelled back.

"Seriously?!" I asked through annoyance.

"Ok, maybe I am stupid. But I didn't know that was why she acts like that." Tom retaliated.

"Now she won't come back" I replied.

There was a long silence.

"Tom..." I said drifting off at the end.