Chapter Nine- Sorry

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-jess's p.o.v-

i had to leave him he had a family i was just in the way, i didn't want to leave him but i had to i kissed him on his forehead and went to walk away but I felt someone grab my hand "where are you going babe?" He asks and I smile "I'll be back baby it's okay" I say and he leans up and kisses me, I knew this was going to be the last time I kissed him for awhile so I Deepend the kiss. "You okay babe?" He asks pulling away from a very intense kiss "yeah" I say and kiss his cheek "I love you so much, that's all" I say and he blushes and pulls me closer to him "I love you so much baby" he says holding my waist "go back to sleep, I'll be back" I say and he lays down and I walk out, out the house and left. out of town. gone.

its now 2 months later and here i am in a hospital (the mental ward to be exact) but I'm trying to get out. I'm begging.

"Please you have to let me go see him i beg you please" i ask the person at the desk as i'm handcuffed. a month ago i got put into here and Brittany has been visiting me to keep me updated on school and friends.

She told me that Ben went to a friends house and overdosed on something and ben is now in hospital for a day or so. So here i am trying to get them to take me to the hospital.

"Even if we did let you go you would just hurt yourself that's why your handcuffed, it's for your safety please miss understand that"

"People can come with me and watch me i don't care i just need to see him, I put myself in here by my choice, you can let me see a Friend who is in danger"

"Fine " she says and gets two police officers to come to take me. i smile in success and get into the car and we drive to the hospital. (Obviously I different hospital than the one I was at)

when we get there we walk into the hospital the officers talk to the people at the desk and they take me to the top floor. I walk out with them holding my arms and we walk down the halls, we turn a corner and everybody looks at me.

I see Lexi's mum and dad, Lexi and Alex. Alex tries to stand up and come over but I shake my head making him stop. Ben's dad was sitting down out the front of the room. Lexi gives me a glare, Brittany has already told me that she was trying really hard to get with ben after i left. i give her a death stare i know she doesn't like me and i don't like her. i take a look in the window and ben is eating i turn back to the officers.

"Please take me out of the handcuffs"

"No way"

"Please"

"You will try something"

"I promise i won't i swear to god just let me off of them while i go see him"

"Fine but we will be watching you" they say and undo them i smile and i walk into ben's room and the officers watch through the window. i close the door and he looks at me i can't tell if his happy or not but i'm happy i finally got to see him. i go up to him and hug him but not to tightly in case he is hurt but I didn't want to let go.

"I'm sorry ben i didn't mean to leave i felt like i had no choice i was just getting in the way "

"Where have you been?" He asks not being able to look me in the eyes.

"Look I needed help, i went to a hospital and got admitted into the mental ward. I put myself in there I just wanted to be alone"

"My dad sent me to a mental hospital when he found out i had a cutting addiction and drug addiction i got back about a week ago i was only there for a few weeks"

i squeeze his hand

"How have you been?"he asks and I look down

" Struggling.."

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