What have I done?

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Lauren's P.O.V

I was sitting in the car listening to some Taylor Swift songs, until it stopped, Lisa opened my door, I got out and stood looking at the hospital, I hate it here! Lisa took my earphones out of my ears and hugged me tight and said 'I love you and everything will be okay.' Then she saw Alexa standing alone and told her to join our hug. We all hugged each other tight. I was so scared of what I was going to find when I go in. Will everyone be crying or will they be happy or will they even know anything? I don't want to go in.

We went to the second floor and walked into a waiting room, there was no one in there other than my brothers, the rest of my sisters and mom and dad, no other families were here. I noticed Amy wasn't in the room, I can't let anything happen her! It can't be Amy, she's the one I talk to when I fell insecure! Nothing is allowed to happen her! I walked in and Christina hugged me and told me everything was going to be okay, she wouldn't let anything bad happen. I sat down beside her and Olivia was on the other side of her she had one arm around both of us. Lisa sat beside Dani who was sitting in a corner alone crying, Dani put her head on Lisa's shoulder and Lisa put her head on Dani's head. Katherine and Ellie were doing the same as Lisa and Dani. Mike was sitting alone and so was Alex, I guess they just want to look tough. Mom had Joey on her knee and dad had Christian and Nick on his knees, all the little boys were crying. I looked at Alexa still in the door way of the waiting room, no one asked her to come in and sit beside them, and everyone was with someone. I started thinking what it would be like without Amy; I was in deep thought for a couple of minutes.

I looked back over at the door and Alexa wasn't there anymore, I got up and walked out the door she wasn't in the hallway outside the waiting room, I ran down the steps and down to the ground floor, I couldn't find her anywhere! Where is she? I ran to the entrance and there she was sobbing.

"I was worried about you! Why did you leave?" I asked 

"No one wants me there, your sisters don't like me, I did something wrong, they didn't even notice I wasn't in the room or they didn't even want to look at me they hate me! I'm a waist of space!" She answered 

"I love you Alexa! You’re the best sister anyone could have" I said 

"They don't want me here! I'm not your real sister anyway" I said

"That isn't why we didn't hug you! We do love you SO much Alexa, we just didn't notice you standing at the door, if you had walked into the room someone would have hugged you and tell you what happened" Christina said from behind us. Me and Alexa both turned around to see Lisa and Christina standing there, Lisa sat down beside me and Christina sat beside Alexa they hugged us both for about 10 minutes.

"Alexa remember I asked you would you do something when you got here?" Lisa asked 

"Yeah" Alexa answered 

"Could you do it now?" She asked

"Sure" Alexa said. We all stood up and walked inside the hospital.

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