Secret Love

Chapter 4

Oh my fudge cakes its been so long 

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 Camila's POV

It's been one month since that happened, and I'm still doing nothing. Well, I sometimes go to the studio to records some songs but that's about it. The only people I talk to either face to face or online are Ally and Dinah, since they're the only ones that bothers to say hi to me. Well, Shawn has been trying to text me lately, and call me, but, I don't feel like having him around me. Sure, I still cry because I- well I do love him but... Shawn doesn't talk to me anymore. And I don't want to talk to him. Ever. But sometimes I just have the urge to pick up my phone and tweet Shawn or something. Like a "sup" or "hey."

Recently Ally and Dinah are not visiting me as much as before. They said they're busy working on songs but I knew they were lying. So I came up with a plan.

"Sup Mila!" Ally said when she saw my face behind the door. "Hi Ally, hi Dinah." I greeted them and welcomed them in. We were gonna have a girl's night. Forget everything bad and just have fun. We were watching the news (not really, we're just all on our phones) and Dinah told me that there's a party tomorrow. "No thanks, I'll pass." I replied immediately. Sure, I'm heart-broken, but that doesn't mean I am different. And plus, I don't go to parties. "Mila, it been like, I don't know, forever since you talked to someone other than us. If you see Shawn or Lauren, just ignore them." Ally said.

She's right, I haven't spoke to anybody besides Dinah and Ally. I want to go to the party, but what if I meet Shawn and Lauren? Won't that hurt me even more?

"I don't know Ally," I responded," What if he talks to me again as if nothing was wrong and then he makes out with Lauren in front of me again?"

"Then just don't even look at him. Camila, you're supposed to have fun in a party. Not looking out for people you're trying to avoid. I swear you wouldn't even know he was there."

I sighed. "Do I HAVE to go?"

"It's not mandatory, but I'll force you to go. Go meet some new people! Not all people are jerks, you know."

"Fine, I guess I'll go." Both of them cheered. But first, I had to ask my mom, obviously. She said yes, when I was hoping she would say no. We went to my closet immediately and searched for a cute dress, preferably a short one. I like short dresses, but not for the guys or gals.

I picked out a short pink dress, which is very cute (seen as the chapter photo). I put on some makeup and it's already time. "Mila it's time!" Dinah called from the living room. "Ok! I'm done!" I stepped out from my room and we started walking to the party. I was actually kind of wishing Shawn would see me... Wait... Nope! Not happening!

So it's been like 20 minutes, since I tried to pick up a cute stray kitten on the sidewalk... but then we finally got to the party! I heard some songs from us girls, and I danced to all of them. I nearly forgot how happy when I'm dancing, mostly because I just stay in bed scrolling through twitter and instagram. Soon, and I don't know how, People formed a circle around me, with me in the middle just dancing. At this point, I don't care about anyone at all, just simply taking the music's lead. After they played another Fifth Harmony song... guess what song came on? Man, life hates me sometimes... The song that came on was I Know What You Did Last Summer. 

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WOOH! FINALLY I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! 

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