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bloodshed

last night, we had another fight, but it doesn't matter the blood we shed, because you love me, and i need you like the air i need in order to breathe

listen to me, i want you to punch me so you can tell me two minutes later that you love me and that you would never do it again

i need you to pin me againest the wall and tell me i will never be enough, because it's true, and it sounds so much better when it's coming from you

i have to let you grab my hair and drag me to the ground, i love it when you bring the lighter out and set my skin on fire and let it burn, the pain is such a sudden rush when you put me through it

i love you more than anything, why wouldn't i? you care about me enough to kill me from the inside out, you honestly wouldn't care if i hung myself from the celing fan, it's just another point for you, because no matter how much bood we shed, no matter how many tears we bled, in the end, you knew i was the one winding up dead

A/N i might delete this