We're Kinda Messed Up....

Chapter 3

Aidens P.O.V.

I slamed the door shut and headed off towards school. School, what a funny place. School was the place that I would get beaten up and toutred and my older twin Jasper would stand by just laughing. Just like all the other kids.

Jasper and I used to be really close. We use to be happy and  care free. We were partenrs in cirme, inseparable, we were best friends. That all changed my eigth grade year, when my parents died. 

I hated thinking of my parents, not because they were abusive, or angry, or drunk all the time. No I missed my parents because they were the best parents ever. I was always happy to see them come home and sad to see them leave. 

My parents were both in the army, that how the met, and they would always go on tours together. One day they left to go on a tour of Iraq and theuy never came back. A month later we got the news that they had both died, and that was the day that me and Jasper broke aprat. 

Since we were only 13 we went to go live with our older brother who had just finished high school and was about to go to Univestsity of California. I felt so bad because that ment that he would have to give up his full ride scholar ship to the football team. I felt as if we were taking away his social life and his chance of ever getting himslef out there. 

Then the problems started to sink in to me. I stopped eating and found food repulsive. A week later I was diagnost with anorexia. Next I came out to Jasper and Clay about me being gay. Jasper turned his back on me while Clay welcomed me with open arms.Then I started to get bullied at school and when I would look to Jasper for help, he would turn away and go walk to a group of sluts. I have no friends. 

As I finally came out of my trance, I looked up and saw my school. My own hell. I sighed, picked up my skateboard and walked in the front doors with my head hung low. I made it to my locker with out any trouble which worried me. Where was Brandon and his gang, why did they not beat me up when I was walking into school and over to my locker?? Just when I thought this I heard the whole hallway go silence and I knew that they were going to give me a rough beating today. 

"Hey faggot what's up?" Brandon said making sure to pop the "p". 

"G-getti-ing m-m-my b-book-ks" I barley mangaged to get out. 

" Awe look he cant even talk properly with out being a slip up like he is" Brandon laughed and so did all of the other kids in the hallway. 

I looked over to see Jasper laughing hard and  turning a bright shade of red. I looked down and got ready for them to beat me up. 

That's when they started to give it all they had into me. Brandon punched me square in the head and my head snaped back hitting the locker hard. I winced in pain and immediately regretted it.

"Oh that hurt??" Brandon asked, " Well I guess that we'll keep on going then." 

Some one slapped me, some one punched me in the face again and I heard a crack, lood gushed through my nose and onto my hoodie. Some one punched me in the stomach and some one kicked me in the balls. I feel onto the floor limp, they stated to kick my sides and my head. Right when when I was about to black out, I heard the warning bel ring and all of the stundents left to go to first period. 

"See you later faggot " Brandon said with a smile on his face. 

I some how crawled over to the bathroom and locked the door shut behide me. I fished in the pocket of my hoddie and pulled out my razor. I've lost enough blood already so this should be easy to do. I thought to my self. With that I started to cut myself. One, Two,Three. Three cuts is all that it took for me to balck out.

Jasper's P.O.V.

I laughed at him seeing him there scared up agaist Brandon and his crew. He looked over at me and I saw pain in his eyes. Then he just gave up and I couldn't see him anymore so I walked away, pushing my friends away. I needed to get some fresh air and get him out of my head. I stayed outside until I heard the warning bell ring and the hall ways started to clear out.  I walked inside and saw a trail of blood. 

"Oh no" I gasped. 

I went over to it and saw that it lead to the closest bathroom. I rushed over to it and tried to open the door. I wouldn't open, he had locked it.

"Shit Jasper!" I said to myslef under my breath. "Think, think!"I told myself.

Just then I rememberd the lock pick that Clay had given to me for energency uses only. I got it out of my backpack and tried to pick the door. I opend the door slightly and poked my head in.

"Aiden?" I whisperd, "Are you there bro?" 

I pushed the door open and saw his limp body on the ground, blood was bleeding out of his arms.

"Shit Aiden!"I mumbled. 

I ran over to him and put my head to his cheast. I heard a soft "thud.....thud.....thud........thud" 

I got my phone out and called Clay.4

"Yo" He awnserd.

"Clay it's Aiden, can you get here now, I need to call an ambulance." I said weakly. 

"Ok I'll be right there as soon as I can." He said quickly with a worried filled voice.

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A/N- Hey guys! So I hope that you like this chapter. What do you think will happen next? Will Aiden make it?? I might upload the next chapter a little later today. Ok dont forget to like, comment and add it to you library. Also if you leave a comment with an idea or you say something nice, I will dedicate a chapter to you! Ok I love you all!! BYEEEEEE