Part Of My Life

Chapter 4

Tao:
Actually, we really didn't hangout a lot. We were tired of being in school. I saw that Baekhyun, Lay, Kai, and Luhan will take classes with Ha Joon in the same classroom. That's great for her! She will have someone to talk with. We had to left Kai with Ha Joon because he wanted her to have fun. I am not too sure but...the way he looks at her...hmm. Kai had a girlfriend once, but she cheated on him and he broke with her, but he's a good guy we can count with. We were already home, but they weren't here yet. Luhan was sitting outside in front of our door, I guess he was hot, or bored. But Luhan have been a bit weird too.
Suho:
After a few hours after we arrived home, the guys were all watching TV and Luhan was with Ha Joon. I was talking in private with Ha Joon's mother. They didn't know, even Ha Joon.
I'm sorry for this, Suho. But I thank you so much. "She said smiling"
Don't worry miss. I understand. "I said bowing"
Luhan:
I was sitting outside, but I didn't know why. I just wanted to be outside, it wasn't dark yet. I was feeling weird these days, why am I like this? A few minutes later Kai and Ha Joon arrived home, they were running. Huh? Were they in a race or something?
We are already here. Now leave home. I will do the homework right now. "Kai said"
Arraseo. I will do it too. Byeeeee. "She said and left"
Tired? "I asked"
Yeah. I will do the homework now. You should do the same. "Kai said"
Ne, I will do it now. "I said leaving to my room"
Yah, Luhan. I already did my homework. What about you? "Lay asked in Chinese"
I will do it now. Don't worry. "I said in Chinese"
I took out my homework and started doing it. It was easy. But my mind was getting distracted thinking about Ha Joon. WHY?! I saw her sitting on her rooftop doing her homework. I was thinking to do it with her, so I opened the window.
Ha Joonha, annyeong. "I said"
Luhan! You scared me! "She said laughing"
Mianhe. "I said laughing as well" What are you doing?
I'm doing homework. "She said with a cute smile" Wanna join?
Is that okay? "I asked"
Of course. At least you are not Kai, so yeah! Sure! "She said laughing"
Kai?
Okay. Gomawo. "I said stepping my feet out to her rooftop and sat down"
We started to make the homework together and we were done in 10 minutes. Team work always works. We put our homework in a corner and started talking.
Did you liked the school? "I asked"
Ne. It was kind of fun, I guess. "She said looking to the sky"
Can I ask something...weird? "I asked"
Go ahead. "She said with a smile"
Do you...have a boyfriend? "I asked"
I know it is a weird question. When I asked her she just opened her eyes very big and looked down trying to smile.
Do I look like if I have one? "She asked laughing"
Ne, that's why I am asking. "I said"
When I said that she looked at me, touched. She also blushed. I did too. Aigo!
Well... "She said scratching her head looking to another side" I...umm...Aniya.
I heard a sound in her house, it was her mom.
Luhan, I will leave now. Umma is here, I'll see you later. "She said with a shy smile"
Annyeong. "I said waving"
I think I messed up everything. Its not that I like her! I mean! She is pretty but I just want to be her friend! That's All!!
Ha Joon:
When I left, I knew I was blushing. OMG! A guy never told me a pretty think like that! Never!
I started walking downstairs with a smile stucked in my face. But I saw mom...crying...in the living room. What was wrong? I walked slowly to her and touched her shoulder.

Umma? Are you okay? "I asked tearing up"
Everytime my mom is sad, I am sad too because I want her to be happy all the time.
Sweety... I- "sniffed" I have...bad news.
Bad news? "I asked worried"
Ne. You see...I had to quit my job. "She said tearing up"
Wae? "I asked"
It was very hard...but that is not all...I will...go back to America... "She said crying"
WHAT?! YOU ARE LEAVING?! "I shouted crying" WHAT ABOUT ME?! ARE YOU LEAVING ME BEHIND?!
Sweety...I am not leaving you... I will keep working where I used to work. I will send you money, and you will be living with the neighbors... "She said trying to calm me down"
WHAT?! THAT IS EVEN WORST! LIVING WITH GUYS THAT I MET LIKE ABOUT 3 DAYS AGO?! IS SHE CRAZY OR WHAT?!
Are you crazy?! You must be crazy! How will I do that?! "I asked crying"
They go to the same school like you. And I've been watching you with them...They are the friends that you always wanted to have. "She said"
Do you think that makes me feel better, Umma? I already lost Dad...And now I will lost you? "I said crying"
Aww sweety, come here. "She said hugging me" I love you. You won't loose me. I will be back and will stay with you when everything goes to normally.
This felt so familiar. When Dad hugged me before going to die. I hugged her back and started crying. Everything happened so fast. Is this how my life will look like? I wanna die. But I knew she was doing that because she loves me, I understand very well.
I left outside to take some air, it was already dark. I put my arms crossed because it was a cold night. I started tearing up and started running away from the house, without my arms crossed, of course. In front of our house, far away, was a big yard with a lot of trees and long grass that could hide me. I ran to it and fell on the ground. I started crying, hoping that no one would hear me.
Appa...What do I do now? I feel like if you are letting my hand go. Are you planning something for our lifes? Why are you doing this to us? Is this what you want to make us feel happy? What if...what if I feel lonely again? When you left, you know I wanted to die, but now...Do you have something for me?
I wasn't saying this in my mind, I was talking with my voice. I knew he was listening, because he is always with me.
I could hear some footsteps heading slowly to me. I look behind me.
Tao?
Suho:
I decided to make a little reunion between the guys. If Ha Joon was going to live with us for a BIG TIME...they had to know about it. They all sat on the floor of the living room and looked at me.
Yah, hyung. Tell us quickly. What happened? "Sehun asked"
Yeah, tell us. I was sleeping in the kitchen. "Kris said"
Why were you sleeping in the kitchen? "Xiumin asked laughing"
People say that if you sleep in the kitchen, with the smell of food, you will have good luck. "Kai said"
Good luck my butt. Yah, kissing a pretty girl in the middle of the night when she is crying is good luck. "Baekhyun said and winked at Kai"
Aish jinja. "Kai said"
I haven't give my first kiss yet. "Lay said looking at the roof"
We know that, Lay. "Sehun said patting his back"
Yah! Guys! This is very important! "I shouted"
You know, it is not nesesarry for you to shout, we are listening. "D.O said"
Okay...We will have a customer here, that will stay for us for a big time. "I said"
Omo. Chonmal? That's great. "Luhan said"
What is it is Taemin from SHINee? That would be awesome! "Kai said"
It is a girl... "I said" Ha Joonha...she will live with us now.
When I said "It is a girl", they all started at me. There was a silence! I felt so uncomfortable! But I had to say it.
Well, HEHE, umm. At least she is not a fan. "Xiumin said trying to smile"
I think its a good idea. "Chanyeol said" It really is, guys. We can know her better and have fun with her.
I agree with Chanyeol, guys. If she is having troubles we should at least help her. "Kai said"
I agree too. "Luhan said smiling me"
Tao:
When the guys were all sleeping, I was still awake. I also had a jacket on because it was a cold night. But...while I was in the kitchen drinking water...I could hear Ha Joon shouting. I fast knew her mom was telling her what had happened, I felt sad and worried. I came outside of our house, and I saw her out too. I was goig to head to her but she started running away from the house, to a big yard that could hide her. I was not going to let her go alone, of course! Its dangerous! So I started running slowly after her without be noticed by her. She fell on the ground and started crying, she was also talking...to her Appa? I got scared a bit! What if she was talking with a ghost?! I really don't care, I head to her and sat on the ground next to her. I am very friendly, I anted to calm her down for a while. This was Tao's Time!
Mian...Mianhe. "She said cleaning her tears" Did you heard all? My coversation with my mom? "She asked"
I could hear when you shouted, but then I saw you running here and I didn't want you to be alone. "I said hugging my legs"
Oh, is that so?... "She said looking down"
Ha Joonha, don't worry about your mom. You know she is doing all this because she loves you more than you can imagine...Sometimes, our parents do things that we don't want, maybe because we are afraid. But, they are doing the best to make us be happy and protect us. "I said patting her back"
She started crying and I hugged her. I pat her head and she kept crying in my arms. When someone needs help, I will always be there for that person. I used to have a lot of friends, but they were nor real friends. They were just using me, since childhood. But then, I realised what real friendship looks like when I met the guys. Everytime I had a bad time they were always with me, trying to cheer me up. Then I learned how to do all this stuffs, with love everything is possible.
I looked at her with a cute smile.
Don't worry. Everything is going to be okay. "I said and she smiled"
Gomawo. "She said smiling"
Ha Joon:
What a terrible and good night. When I woke up for second day of school, I was thinking about what Tao said last night. It really helped me, a lot. I wanted to leave early to school, when mom was sleeping. So I took a bath, got dressed and left the house walking. But I was not alone, the guys ran to me.
Ha Joonha, wait! "Said Chen"
Annyeong. "I said waving at them"
I knew I had a sad look in my face, but I was trying to be myself and smile.
Lets go together. "Baekhyun said"
Arraseo. "I said with a smile"
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When we arrived school, the guys left to their classrooms. And I went to mine with Lay, Kai, Baekhyun, amd Luhan. We we came inside I could see Jung Sung and Buk San. They were brushing their hair and looking at the guys. Why were they here so early. I really didn't care at all so I just sat on my chair and Luhan sat too next to me.
Baekhyun Oppa, annyeong. "Said Jung Sung"
You look handsome this morning. "Said Buk San"
Gomawo, girls. "Baekhyun said"
I must tell that he looked a bit ucomfortable. Another guys should tell them "Gomawo, a guy has always to look great". These girls were the bitc*es from school. Every school has two or three of these girls.
Excuse me girls. "Baekhyun said leaving the classroom"
But...Oppa! Where are you going? "Buk San asked sad"
Yah, let's go with Lay Oppa. "Jung Sung said whispering to Buk San"
Let's go. "Buk San said heading to Lay"
Lay Oppa...Can you solve this math problem for me? "Jung Sung asked handing him a math notebook"
OMG! Math! My favorite class, a dad's.
I wasn't paying atention, but with the corner of my eyes I watched them.
I don't know how to solve this...Mianhe... "Lay said scratching his head"
Lay was great in maths, and I knew he was lying. He just wanted to get rid in them, because they were annoying him.
Ha Joon knows how to solve it, right? "Lay said looking at me"
I do know, I can help you guys if you want. "I said friendly"
Umm...no. I think I already know how to solve this. " Buk San said leaving to her chair with Jung Sung"
The students already arrived and the teacher too. She started giving us the class, and two hourse later we were in lunch time.
Ha Joonha, aren't you going to lunch? "Luhan asked me with his cute smile"
Aniya, I'll just stay here for the next class. "I said"
Arraseo, then I will stay with you. "He said"
But, you have to lunch. I'm fine. Don't worry about me. "I said worried"
Yah, I won't go. I will stay here with you, period. "He said with a boss voice"
HAHAHA, arraseo! "I said laughing and so he did too"
All the guys left and I stayed in the classroom with Luhan. He was wondering something, and also had a curious look stuck on his face.
Is something wrong? "I asked worried"
Aniya...its just...Suho told us that you will live with us... "He said smiling"
Oh...that. "I look down" I think it is true.
Yah, what are you sad for? That's great! "He said smiling"
Yeah... "I said tearing up and hiding my tears from him" It will be a new change for me...
Yah, are you crying? "He asked worried"
Aniya! "Sniffed" Why would I cry?
Yah, let me look. "He said putting his hands on my face making me turn my face to him" Pretty girls are not pretty anymore when they are crying. "He said cleaning up my tears"
I just couldn't stop looking at his beautiful eyes. HA JOONHA?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!
After he cleaned my tears his hands were still on my face, and he was looking at me. Me? Of course I was blushing! He just smiled with is CUTE smile.
I'l be right back. "He said getting up from his chair"
Ne. "I said all red"
When he left, I was alone in the classroom, laying my chin on my hand and looking throught the window. Everything was so pretty. But I was not alone in the classroom anymore. These girls were here, heading to me woth her arms crossed.
Yah, transfer student! What are you doing?! "Jung Sung asked"
What you guys want now? "I asked serious"
Didn't we told you to stay away from them?! I thought you knew Korean! "Buk San shouted"
Stay away from who?! THOSE EXO GUYS?! I DON't know them! I DON't know those idols! "I said angry getting up from my chair"
You don't know them? You were sitting and takking with one of them! "Jung Sung said trying to calm down"
Was I sitting with one of them? What the heck? By any chance...Luhan...is...
Is Luhan...an Idol? "I asked confused and worried"
Of course he is! "Jung Sung said angry"
That's OUR Luhan. He is ours! I saw you flirting with him! Are you a hoe?! "Buk San shouted"
No more than you guys are. "I said angry, of course"
What?! "Buk San shoypted and slapped my face"
Ouch!
Yah! Are you crazy? What's your problem?! "I asked putting my hand on my cheek"
What are you doing?! "Someone said coming inside the room"
Kai Oppa? "Jung Sung got scared"
Kai was walking slowly to us with his hands in his pockets. And always, with his serious look. He looked at my red, not pink, red! cheek and looked at them.
I asked, what are hou doing?! "He asked again looking at them"
Oppa...She started everything! "Buk San said pointing at me"
Kai looked at her and grabbed strong her arm. She got scared and Jung Sung was looking at me with an angry face.
Apologize. "Kai said serious"
Excuse me? "Buk San asked"
I said apologize. "He said again"
Yah...Its okay... She don't have to. "I said"
You be quiet. "He said to me serious" Apologize! "He said to Buk San again"
I felt so weird. I really was angry and my cheek hurt, I was still with my hand on it. But it was not necessary for them to say sorry.
The bell ranged and we were still there. Luhan wasn't around yet, what a relief. Kai was still waiting for her to apologize. I couldn't help it more, I was angry. I sighed, took my book back and my notebooks and left the room fast. I was walking fast because I wanted to go home and be alone. When I left the school it wasn't time to leave yet, but I really wanted to leave from that hell.
Actually...I didn't go home. I was walking around Seoul and taking a look. It was already night.