Part Of My Life

Chapter 6

Ha Joon:
Okay...okay... Was this a date or something? I was feeling so...umm...so nervous...when I fell over him and when he fell over me! Aigoo! When he was over me he looked at my eyes and slowly was trying to...put his lips...on mine! It was like a slow motion and I didn't know what to do. I was about to shout! I was going to have my first kiss with an Kpop Idol? I actually am not good with kisses or boys, well...I've never had my first kiss before...Hehe... Or even...a boyfriend.
He was getting closer, closer, and closer! I took a big breath and...
Luhan...you're heavy... "I said pretending not to notice what was he doing"
Ne? "He asked confused"
You're heavy...and the ice is cold... "I said"
Oh ne...mianhe... "He said getting up and helping me getting up"
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When we arrived home, the guys were there too. They were all cooking lunch.
Ha Joonha! "D.O shouted grabbing my arm and taking me to the kitchen" Help me with the cucumbers, cut them for me.
Arraseo, but let me change my clothes. We where in the Ice Skating. "I said laughing"
Yah! You look great! Help me cutting the cucumbers for D.O! "Baekhyun said handing me a cucumber and a knife"
I started cutting the cucumbers with Baekhyun while the guys were cutting carrots and making the rice. After a few minutes they left me in the kitchen alone, they were SOOOOOOO gentlemen. They were in the living room rsting their fingers! Ugh! I kept cutting the cucumbers but started thinking about Luhan and Kai...when both of them treid to kiss me. I think you alteady know what had happened in the kitchen, I accidentally cut my finger, but it was just a little scratch...but I really was bleeding a lot!
Ah! "I shouted in a low voice" Ugh, I'm such a dumb...
Yah, you are not! "Kai said heading to me worried" Are you okay? "He asked grabbing my hand and looking at the scratch"
I'm okay. Thanks. "I said"
Yah! Look at your finger! You are bleeding and you haven't even put a towel pr something to stop it? "He asked angry"
Yah it's none of your business what happens to me. "I said laughing and he was grabbing a first aid kit"
Of course it is. You are living with us, aren't you? You are part of our life now. "He said stopping the bleeding"
He was healing my wound, and it hurt a bit. He put some alcohol on my finger and it hurt like hell!
Ah!... "I shouted low"
Mianhe. "He said and started blowing my wound very carefully"
You know, maybe you are not too annoying like I thought you were. "I said joking"
Eeii jinja! "He said hitting my head softy"
He was very cute.
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Kai:
She was so dumb! How could she stop paying attention at what she was doing?! Aigo jinja. Well, after we all ate together, we wanted to talk with Ha Joon about school stuff but she left to her room. Why so early? She stayed inside there all day, without coming out... Maybe she was sick or something.
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Ha Joonha... "I said knocking her door" Wake up! We are going to be late because of you!
She was not responding. I opened her door "Yah you dumb hurry u-"... She was not there.
What the heck? "I whispered scratching my head confused" Maybe she left early or something.
Yah Kaiha! Hurry up! We are going to be late! "Sehun shouted from downstairs"
I'm coming! "I said running downstairs" Do you guys know where the heck Ha Joonha is?
Isn't she in her room getting ready for school? "Luhan asked"
Ani. She's not there. "I said worry"
Maybe she's in school already! Come on let's go! "Chanyeol said"
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See? Didn't I tell you guys she was here? "Chanyeol said pointing at her"
She was sleeping on her desk, and there was no one here yet. We were the only ones. Why was she sleeping? Anyway, she looked cute, hehe. Luhan sat next to her as always and started using his phone. Baekhyun and Lay were drawing on their notebooks and i was staring at Ha Joon.
A few minutes later the classroom was full and Ha Joon was awake, but she was like...ignoring us? When the bell ranged she was the first one to leave the classroom. I looked at Baekhyun confused and he whispered "What's wrong with her?". We saw her eating in the lunch room... Alone as always. We head to her to sit with her but she left the table...huh? What the heck? She didn't even looked at us.
Then the final school bell ranged again and she left the classroom first. Is this a joke? I could see her through the window, heading home very fast. Huh?
Luhan:
I was a bit upset. Does she thinks I'm stupid? I know she was a avoiding us, but why? When we were going to sit with her and she left...I felt guilty about something... When the bell ranged she left first without us.
When I came out of the classroom to head home I could see Jung Sung and Buk San whispering about something. I couldn't hear too much,mbut I did heard "She will be so sad to death that will want to kill herself". Were they talking about Ha Joon?
When I arrived home I firstly head to her room to see what was her problem.
Ha Joonha, can you open the door? "I asked knocking"
I'm trying to sleep Luhan... "She said pretending to be sleepy"
Are you okay? "I asked"
Ne. "She said"
I knew she was not sleeping, I am not stupid. I head to my room and take the dress I bought her, I came out to the roof and head tonher window. She was reading a book, sitting in her desk. I sighed and opened her window and slowly came inside to her room without being noticed.
Trying to sleep? "I asked, without a smile of course"
She got scared and looked at me in shock. But when she looked at me I just lifted my eyebrows.
Lu-Luhan! What the heck? "She shouted" How did you- What are you doing here?!
Nothing, I just wanted to see how you're doing. "I said sitting in the corner of her bed"
You are really something!... "She said" You scared me...
Mianhe...I bought you something. " I said handing her the dress"
A dress? "She asked looking at it" Its pretty, gomawo. "She said smiling"
I have to go. Hou should go downstairs to eat dinner with us. "I said upset leaving her room coming out to the roof"
Ha Joon:
Luhan was so cute. And this dress was beautiful. It was a short dress over the kneels, it had flowers and was pink with white. When he said I should eat dinner with them I didn't go, of course. I was trying to avoid them all day. I was pretending to be sleeping when they came to the classroom, leave when they were going to sit with me, and also leaving here fast. I don't want them to lose their popularity because of a loser like me.
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I left early again go school while the guys were sleeping. I was in my locker taking some books and notebooks, but when I opened it a letter fell on the floor. Huh? I confused lift it from the floor and opened it. It said...
Have soneone ever told you how beautiful you are? Let's meet at lunch behind the school at 12:35pm. I will wait for you there... XOXO
This was more than weird. This was my first time receiving a letter like this one, not even in Valentines Day I've received one.
The guys were here and I was again pretending to be sleeping...this was so stupid! I wanted to cry, I was ignoring them all, even Luhan.
Why is she being like this? "Lay asked"
Shhh, yah. She can be hearing. "Baekhyun said"
HA JOONHAAAAAAAAA!! "Kai shouted trying to wake me up" Okay, she's sleeping go ahead and say what you have to say.
This is freaking me out. She was not like this before. "Lay said"
I feel like that too. "Baekhyun said"
Let's just focus in the class when the teacher arrives here. "Luhan said serious"
I had my eyes closed, and my face was in front of the window. I slowly opened one eye and look in the window, I could see Luhan's reflection. He was serious and also was looking down to his desk. A tear fell form my eyes and I kept pretending to be sleeping.
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Okay...lunch time 12:30pm...5 minutes left. I went to the bathroom and brushed my hair and lut some BB cream on. I was nervous. I couldn't even breath!
12:34pm! Omo! Its alsmost time! "I said looking at the hour"
I started heading behind the school, but I didn't see anyone. I looked around confused. I decided to give up and when I turned back to head to school I saw a guy heading to me with a flower in his hand, it was a sunflower. He was good looking and a bit tall, I can say he was popular. When he head to me he smiled at me.
You are here. "He said smiling"
I couldn't even talk. My heart was beating so fast!
This must be very shocking for you. I guess. "He said scratching his head" My name is Kim Tae Jun. I'm a class older than yours. "He said waiting for an answer"
I'm... Park Ha Joon. "I said looking down and blushing"
Wahaha! Yah, you must be nervous. But don't be. I'm a nice guy. Umm...you know...umm... I... Like you...since the first day I saw you I wanted to get along with you but I was ashamed. "He said looking down with a smile and his hand in his pockets"
Oooooh... This-is more than shocking to me... This is- the first time someone...tells me that likes me... "I said looking down"
Let's go on a date tonight. Both of us. You and me. And let's know each other better. "He said happy"
A-arraseo. "I said blushing"
This is for you. "He said handing me the sunflower"
Kamsamnida... "I said bowing"
Yah just be informal with me. "He said laughing" I will leave now. See you tonight.
After he left the final bell ranged, and I was still in shock holding the flower. It was very pretty, and I couldn't stop smiling. I started running to the house to take a bath.
I wanted to put on the dress that Luhan gave me, it was beautiful and I wanted to use it for my first date. The guys arrived and I was taking a bath. When I came out I put my dress on with pink vans and some BB cream with a pink lip-stick, I brushed my hair and put some perfume. I looked so different.
When I came out of my room I could hear Chanyeol footsteps.
Ha Joonha? Are hou going somewhere? You look pretty. "He said smiling"
I just have a- meeting of a project...for school. "I said heading downstairs without looking at him"
I was avoiding him of course. I didn't even care if the guys were in the living room watching me coming outside of the house. I just ignored them all.
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Wow, you look...beautiful. "Tae Jun said"
Gomawo. "I said blushing"
Let's go to a place I would like to show you. "He said grabbing my hand and taking me to the beach" Isn't here pretty?
Ne, it is pretty. It looks like if the occean would like to be free. "I said smiling"
You're right. "He said smiling at me" You are beautiful... Would you like to- be my girlfriend? "He asked looking at me"
I was in shock! JESUS CHRIST! IS HE JOKING AROUND?!
Ne? "I asked confused"
I really like you... A lot. And I would like you go be my girlfriend. "He said"
N-Ne. "I said smiling" I would like to.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But, no one in school has to know about this. "He said serious"
Ne... "I said confused"
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When I arrived school I saw him. I walked to him with a smile and he said he wanted to meet with me again after school. I said yes of course.
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We were walking in streets and there was no people around. I was just thinking about him, he was so nice. I was sure I liked him.
I really have fun being with you. "He said grabbing my hand and coming near to me" I really like you a lot.
I like you too. "I said smiling"
He put his hand behind my head and my eyes were wide open. Was he going toooooooooooo....
Close your eyes. "He said putting his lips closer to mine"
I closed my eyes...and few seconds later I felt a lot of cold water falling on me. ITS WAS SO FREAKING COLD! It had a lot of ice. I could hear him laughing and I just looked at him.
Hahaha!! Wow Tae Jun! You are a great actor! "A girl said clapping her hands heading to us while another one was recording"
Buk San? "I asked confused" Jung Sung?
I was about to cry.
Do you really think I would fall for you? Yah ugly. Would you like to do me a favor. Go back to the trash you came from! "Tae Jun said"
Why? What are you doing all this?! "I shouted to all of them"
We told you to be careful with our Oppas! Didn't we?! "Jung Sung said still recording"
I wanted to hit them all! But I just started tearing up. Then someone ran to Tae Jun and satrted hitting him. It was Luhan.
You crazy fucking bastard! "Luhan shouted hitting him on the floor" Say what you said one last time! Say it!
Oppa! Oppa! Stop it! Please don't hurt him! "Jung Sung shouted"
You all have 10 seconds to get out of here. Get out of here now! "Luhan shouted to them and they started running away"
I was tearing up and was also cold. My life...is just a joke...
Ha Joonha, are you okay? "Luhan asked worried"
I looked at him and ran to him, I hugged him and started crying. He put his arms behind my back and hugged me back.
Its okay now. Don't cry... "He said"
We head home and I took a bath of warm water. Of course, while taking the bath I was crying, a lot. I've never felt this way since dad's death. When I came out I sat on the roof hugging my legs and looking at the stars. Luhan saw me and came out with me.
Are you okay? "He asked"
Ne...I just...felt so special for the first time in my life...I felt important... But I noticed that I am not... "I said smiling"
Yah, don't say that. You are special for all of us...specially to me... "He said looking at my eyes"