Finding Her

Screw it I Love Her

"My love, I've missed you, where have you been?"

"Yuno, I'm sorry. I love you, I just... Won't be able to see you for a while."

"Darling why not?"

"Well, I... I don't know how to explain it, but-"

I sat up, out of breath, drenched in my own sweat.

"Shit. I need to bathe."
I step into the bath and I get ahold of myself. I sit with my eyes just above the water when I feel someone in the room. I quickly looked around to see nothing. I looked at my reflection in the water and rub my eyes. I open my eyes and see Yuno.
"Aah!" I yell and splash around. Her face disappears and fades into mine. I stare at my blank reflection, wishing it was Yuno. I begin to tear up. I choke back tears and I just let it all out.
"WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?!" I yell "WHY DID WE BOTH HAVE TO BE DIARY USERS?! DAMMIT! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT WHY?!" I keep splashing around and throwing things until I pass back out.

Yuno's face is so beautiful in the moonlight. I'll never love anyone more than I love her.

"Yuki, darling, you said you wouldn't see me for quite a while, but it's only been five minutes." She giggles. Her voice is like an angel.

"Yuno, I just want you to know that I love you-"

"And I love you too." She says, starring into my eyes. I lean in for a kiss and she begins to lean in, I can feel the heat of her lips just about to touch mine.

I open my eyes again. I take a deep breath and get my clothes on. I look in the mirror and look at my hands, remembering how they once held hers. I wish there was a way to bring her back. There must be some way, I am a God after all. I take a deep breath and go back to the moment Yuno died. I take her hand and hold it until I feel no pulse. I don't know how I did it, but I felt a strange feeling go through me, as if a piece of me was taken out. Not a lot though, just a sliver of my soul. I brushed the feeling off as if it was nothing. But then I felt something else.

A pulse.

I began to smile as the pulse got stronger, and then laugh and tear up with happiness as Yuno opened her eyes. She knew exactly what was going on, how I had won, how I had found a way to bring her back.

"Yuki! You did it! You said you would see me again and you did it! You brought me back!" She squeals. She gives me a hug as I push her off.
"Yuki... I-"

I cut her off with a kiss. The best kiss of my entire life, as a matter of fact. I wrap my arms around her and lift her off the ground. I feel her legs wrap around my waist as she rests her head on my shoulder. I close my eyes and take another deep breath, and I'm in my bed, in the present, with Yuno in my arms. I can still feel her heartbeat. She lifts her head off of my shoulder and gives me a warm smile. I wrap my fingers around hers as I kiss her again. I lay down with her in my arms. I feel something I haven't felt in a year.
Happiness.
Yuno feels it too. Whenever I touch her her body gets just a bit warmer. I kiss her on the cheek and I feel her smile.

"My love..." She says

"Shh, go to sleep." I say. "I love you." I say.
I know there wasn't a way to do this, and this probably put Yuno and I in danger, but screw it, I love her.