Chasing Pavements (MGK) *editing*

Chapter 19

Kat's P.O.V

We have been in the hotel for a little bit over 2 days. I don't know why we've stayed so long. Slim and Bianka left yesterday. I guess Colson told them that we would get an Uber or something, because they took the car. The worst part about being here is the fact that we haven't said a word to each other. Nothing. This whole time in silence. If we're somehow in love with each other, the how the f.uck can we go almost 3 days without talking? We just look at each other. Okay, more like glare. But why is he so mad? I did nothing to him. At least I have my reasons. He's about to have a kid. A kid. A living, breathing person is about to be calling my so called boyfriend Daddy! How the h.ell am I supposed to cope with that? The mom is probably gonna be a rude....never mind. 

Bianka's P.O.V

We left Kat and Kells at the hotel yesterday. I'm not even sure how they are gonna get home. I don't even think they've left the room yet. They weren't on such good terms when we left. We knocked on the door, and Kells opened it looking like hell. I asked where Kat was and he just pointed to the bed. Her hair was everywhere and I asked her if she was okay. Apparently she said she just wants to be left alone. So I did. I left her alone, because when she gets like this, that's the best route to go. Brandon (Slim) told me about everything. Why they'r in such a f.ucked up place right now. Hey, maybe I'll get to be a step aunt...just kidding....but cool title....

Kell's P.O.V

She won't say anything. I won't say anything. We both look like s.hit. We both feel like s.hit i'm sure. On top of that, the silence is eating me alive. I should have told her, but it's easier said than done. Someone has to break the silence. 

No P.O.V

"Look I just-"

"Look I just-"

"You first."

"You first."

"Okay, I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry. I overreacted. but, you can't blame me. You're having a kid with your ex girlfriend and your other ex girlfriend had me kidnapped from my understanding. I just don't think I'm gonna be able to deal with all this. ", Kat had dropped bomb number one on Colson, and she felt like s.hit fr doing it.

"I should have told you about the baby in the first place. I didn't expect Tammie to have you kidnapped. I knew she was crazy, I just didn't know she was obsessed. I just want us to be good again. I'm gonna try to stop keeping secrets from you.", Colson said.

"Try?"

"I will. I promise."

"That's more like it."

Kell's P.O.V

"Now , what do you say we go and take a shower. I don't think either one of us smells too good.", i say, trying to lighten up the mood.

"You know what, you're probably right.", Kat says while smiling. 

She finally smiled. 

"Off to the shower, that's actually nice.", I say.

"Well off then.", Kat says.

Kat's P.O.V

I turned on the water to the shower, but I'm not quite sure what I should do now.

"What are you waiting for? Get in.", I turn around to see Colson already in the shower...with no clothes on. I think I'm gonna be sick. I can't handle this. 

"Where are you going? Why are you running? What did I do?", I hear Colson behind me, still in the shower. 

I sit on the bed with my face in my hands bawling my eyes out.

"Hey, what happened? Did I freak you out?", I look up to see Colson squatting on the floor in front of me. 

"I'm chicken that's what happened. I've never seen a guy naked before.", i tell him, embarrassed.

"You are chicken. But you're my chicken. I respect you for that. All of the other girls I've dated were used to seeing guys naked, if you know what I mean.", he said with a slight smirk.

I smile, "How about we try that shower again?"

"You don't have to.", Colson says, but I can tell he doesn't really mean it.

"I know.", I say getting up, "Race you."

"Oh, you're on!", I turn around to see Colson coming behind me.

I start the water back. Colson starts to get in and then he stops, "I can keep my boxers on if that'll make you feel better."

"I can keep my underwear on too, if that'll make you feel better.", I say, just to tease.

"Um, not really, but if that's what you like then sure.", he says unsure of his own words.

"Just get in.", I say and take off my shirt and what not...

"Oh s.hit.", he says staring at me.

"You coming?"

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