Backstabbers

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Attention seeker

should i cut a bit deeper?

or should i just jump

out a rope and make you weaker?

Dont you know i just relapsed

dont you see im so tired

why do you do this?

Is it because you got hired?

I push you people away

because I know i have to last days

days of taunt days of hate

I really never found a way

A way to befriend you

But your heart is stronger than superglue

especially when

I feel this blue

you joke about suicide

right infront of me

dont you know ive been struggling

to who i want to be

You only befriend me

when i have money

just because

you think im a money tree

I just want to be loved

why does it have to be this hard?

i just wanted friends

why did this involve a shard?

Im sorry for wasting your time

i had tons of dime

but now?

I wasted my life making stupid rhymes

Ill never be good enough

ill never be strong or tough

Ill never have that boy

that has huge muscles and buff

I know i made a promise

but arent they supposed to be broken?

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