Self-Harm Poems

Im sorry For my mistakes

These voices in my head
Always saying id be better of dead

Now that I know
The color of my blood is red

All these lies

I say i tried

i just dont know

why oh why

I know ive lied

ive been trying to hide

hide my flaws

To heaven i ride

now that you know

i was never her

i was never Andie

It never occured

I always thought

doing this was right

but a little while then

someone blocked out the light

this girl named victoria

she knew i was neither england or australia

she did to much research

She knew where id go to church

Now that you know

now that i want to go

now that i feel so low

the tree of wisdom doesnt grow

Im sorry i lied

im sorry ive let you cry

Im sorry for the shit

Now i want to say goodbye

farewell to everyone

Should i end this with a gun?

for all of you know im done

Cause i know it never sets the sun

Dear people

Please hear me

this was the only time i was glee

I wish you guys just agree

Im sorry for faking about Andie

I thought she was amazing

I felt like i was candy

but turned out to be not handy

im sorry for the lies

sorry i made tons cry

but now

I really need to say goodbye

Goodbye to all

I lean agaisnt the wall

as you watch me start to fall.....

im sorry Victoria

Im not sky

Well i know ive tried

but then i ask myself why

why i tried

why i made you guys cry

straight into my eyes

you'll see its filled with lies

I know i didnt do right

I thought it was alright

I just went too far

telling you all my scars

I know how to guitar

but i know i wont be a star

im truly sorry

I didnt mean to do it

Now i take this med kit

full of pills

I know it gives me chills

But you know it would be hard

to not have any skills

My flaws

will cause tons of laws

I wish i am good at something

lets just say i wish i was

Now i want to go

i just feel so alone

It just cuts through my bones

Mom doesnt even care

I mean why would she even dare?

Shouldve just end it

hanging off a chair

as i finish this poem

i wish you all good luck in your life

I think i should end this all

with a stab with a knife

Thank you for believing me

I should just probably hand off a tree

I breath slowly

and slowly count to three....