KYUN DARD HAI ITTNA TERE ISHQ MAIN

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The silence was quite horrible Sanyukta was having rest in maya's bedroom while randhir had shut himself in his room and Vardhaan immersed himself in his mobile phone .Maya choose to be mum about it .Randhir brain was just chipping same words her words did a strong impact on him .He didn't remember  when was the last time he talked to his mother properly .when was the last time when he asked her why she did it? They all judged her and his anger was subjected to everyone but she was never the target .
Minutes with himself lead him to realisation that all the while what blunder he had caused .
His steps suddenly  went in direction of maya's room .The shutting of door gave her information  about his presence.
For couple of minute nobody spoke just a sheer silence.
I never thought in this way from my childhood I just hated that woman she had created a mess in my life neither I asked nor she explained was our situation first I had anger for her but after di's accident my anger turned to hatred.
I wanted to know but my ego,hatred just .....
But wasn't it her mistake too he asked like a child kneeling  in front of her .
Her wet lashes were proof of her care .
He lovingly caressed her  hairs giving her solace .
Sanyukta,I don't know if I will change or not but if I have to accept that woman in my life then I will only for your sake coz I will do anything to keep you in my life this intense words made her throat dry and suddenly she felt a ball in her stomach dancing in its own way .
"I DON'T LOVE YOU
BUT I AM HABITUAL OF YOU
YOUR PRESENCE MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
YOUR VOICE IS MY FAVOURITE  MUSIC BUT I DON'T LOVE YOU
YOUR SMILE IS MY ADDICTION BUT I DON'T LOVE YOU "
She heard him say thus making her melt she wanted to hug him but restricted herself from  doing so coz this time she wanted him to realise his own mistake.
Silence invaded it's space again he looked at her in a very intense and passionate  way her anger masked her feelings of care for him.
He knotted her fingers with his and sat for long just staring at her something strong something very passionate unseen  bond was created between them .
It was like their bodies were numb but souls were speaking their heart out.
Suddenly his fingers slip out of her hands and he went out he needed some fresh air and the atmosphere  in house made him feels suffocated .
He went to nearby park and sat their noticing the surroundings.
Children were enjoying their childhood but his ruined childhood broken to him such extent that like a judge his passed his order of killing the lil soul who didn't even came in this world he was thinking to silence that breathes which were sychronomizing with his wife heart beat his eyes welled up with the thought that how will he face his child once he/she is born? Will his child give him that respect which every child gives to his/her father ?
Uncle. ....A small girl of around 3-4yrs  poked him with her tiny finger ..
Wiping that saline drops he looked at her and said :yes ,
Aapki mummy bhi aapko daanti hai ??
Her innocent face and question made him puzzled ....
He smiled sadly and nodded in no her face suddenly changed to some deep thinking sort of and then suddenly she asked
Uncle aapko  punishment milli na issliye rorahe ho na??
Children are bundle of innocent they are far away from the cruelty of world this tiny girl was daring to heal that inner lion .
Yeah he replied and the next that girl did was something that he didn't imagined that someday someone would do such for him .
The girl went from there and came back with her frnd's and she gave him some random flowers that were available in garden toffies and said :uncle mumma papa scold nai karenge toh hum acchebacche nai banenge na take this and she tried extending his lips in smile which made him smile till eyes ....