Being Different

Being Different Part 14

If you are easily influenced to do something, I highly suggest you cautiously read this chapter. Suicidal thoughts are present in this chapter. Read at your own risk.

Anna's pov

I had just finished packing when there was a knock on the door. I went and answered it. There stood Taylor❤ 🔐. He said to me, "Anna, I know I've been really mean to you, but please forgive me. I don't want us going to the concert and not getting along. If you can forgive me, that would make me feel so much better." "Taylor, I know that you never meant to be mean to me. I also know the reason for you being mean to me. I forgive you, Taylor Michael Caniff." He pulled me to him and gave me a big hug. "Thank you thank you thank you!" He gave me a kiss and pulled back immediately realizing what he had done. "I'm so sorry, Anna. I didn't mean to do that." "It's okay. It was an accident because you were excited." "Anna?" Is that Carson? I pulled back from the hug and looked behind Taylor. Carson😭. I felt so bad. He just witnessed that whole thing. "Taylor, I'll see you later." "Bye Anna." "Anna. Why did he kiss you?" Carson asked getting mad. "It was an accident. He didn't mean anything by it. I forgave him for something that happened a long time ago. He was really excited and kissed me. Please don't be mad at him, Carson." "Anna. Is there something going on between you two?" "No. Carson I swear. That kiss meant nothing. Please don't do this. You know I wouldn't do something like that to you," I said crying. I ran upstairs to my room. I heard Carson call my name but I didn't care. I ran to my room and shut the door locking it. I didn't want to do this but I couldn't take it anymore. I went into my bathroom to find my friend that I haven't visited in forever. I slid the blade across my wrist.

One for Carter.

One for Taylor.

One for the kiss.

One for my life.

One for being ugly.

One for not being good enough.

One for even trying.

I heard Carson banging on my door telling me to open it. I ignored him and grabbed my phone out of my pocket and called the one person I trust: Tarren.

T- Tarren
A- Anna

T- Hey.
A- I need help.
T- Where are you?
A- I'm in my room and Carson is banging on my door trying to get in, but I won't let him in.
T- I'm in my way. Stay where you are and don't go anywhere.
A- Ok.

I waited for Tarren to come. I heard her say something to Carson and I opened my door. "Is Carson anywhere near you?" "No. It's just me. Anna, how many times did you cut?" "Eight times." "Why, Anna?" "Ask Carson."

Carson's pov

I made Anna cut. I'm so stupid. I knew she was sensitive and suicidal, but I didn't think something so small would make her cut. Exactly. I didn't think. Tarren came up to me and asked me, "What did you do to Anna?" "I accused her of cheating on me because I saw Taylor kiss her. I didn't listen to what she had to say, so I just assumed she was cheating on me because I knew she liked Taylor." 

Tarren's pov

I can't believe it. Carson made Anna cut. He's gonna regret it. He knew Anna was sensitive and suicidal, yet he still hurt her. He's going to pay after I get done cleaning Anna up. I went upstairs to her room and saw Carson standing outside her door. I glared at him and knocked on Anna's door. She opened it up and I saw blood running down her arm. I ran to her and helped her clean her arm up. She winced every time the alcohol wipe touched the cuts on her arm. I told her, "Suck it up. You're the one that did it to yourself." "I know. It's Carson's fault. I'm the one that trusted him and I'm stupid for thinking that he trusted me." "I'll talk to him. Maybe I can talk some sense into him, and if I can't I'll beat some sense into him." "Lol." I finished cleaning Anna's arm up and walked with her downstairs to the living room. I took Carson into the other room to talk to him. "Why didn't you listen to what Anna had to say?" "I was jealous." "Jealous of what?" "Of Taylor. I've always been jealous of him and when I saw him kiss Anna, I got really jealous." "Learn to not get jealous."

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Sorry it took so long to update. Shoutout to my friend Tarrendoty. She has inspired me to continuously work on this book and not give up on it. If you could read her book, Just A Girl, give her your feedback, but please, don't hate on her book. We have been working on our books for awhile together and it has been hard for her to keep up with me because we both have a hard time concentrating. Whatever you say about her book will eventually make it's way to me because we may have only known each other for awhile, but we're sisters. Anything you say to hurt her, will hurt me.