Chapter 1

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--Marley POV--

I was walking to my last period class when I suddenly tripped on the cold floor. I groaned and looked up to see Tyler smirking at me.

"I am so sorry I tripped you," he said with an evil smile. I ignored him and put my hands on a desk and hoisted myself up from the floor since no one would help me up.

"Jerk," I muttered under my breath.

"What did you just say?"

He pulled me by my arm and yanked me to the wall.

"Tell me!"

"I didn't say anything!" I exclaimed while trying to get my arm out of his grasp.

"Stupid girl," he said and after a couple moments, he let go of my neck and I took in a heavy breath. Then he yanked me away from the wall and I turned my head to see everyone looking at me.

Now I am an embarrassment, I thought.

I hesitated then ran out the door. I think I heard someone call after me, but I just ignored them and kept running.

-That afternoon-

"No, no, no, no," I heard Violet speak through the phone as I sat on my bed crying my eyes out.

Violet, who is a 8th grader,is my best friend. She knows a lot about me, but she doesn't know that I cut myself.

"I-I'm sorry." I stuttered. "Tyler is really getting the best of me."

I spoke the truth. Tyler is the worst bully in the name of bully's. He puts ugly notes in your locker and punches you till you got the breath knocked out of you. He is insane and he is making his 'victims' pay for his insanity.

"You can get through this! I know you can!" She exclaimed.

She really believed in me when I stopped believing in myself. I really can't do this anymore.

"I can't do it. I am a stupid, ugly, skinny girl!" I sobbed clenching to my fists which caused them to start bleeding. "I.. I can't."

"He is putting words in your mouth! Don't believe him!"

She is wrong. I believed this about myself for so long I can't even remember. Having no friends besides Violet, no parties, and no boyfriends.

But instead of saying all that, I lied, "I believe him because it is true. You will never understand!" I yelled then hung up the phone throwing it across the room.

I have had enough.

I ran into the bathroom and opened the cabinet. I grabbed the little razor and cut myself a couple more times.

After I was done, I grabbed a tissue, wiped my arms and got rid of the excess blood.

This is going to be the last time I ever cut myself. Ever.

I walked back to my room, grabbed my phone and texted Violet.

Me: I am sorry.

Sent at 5:30 p.m

I put my phone down and wiped away my tears.

I am going to miss her. I wish her the best of luck.

I cried more and more about who I really am. Stupid, ugly, and skinny. No one wants you.

I ran back into the bathroom and opened a drawer full of my parents medicine. I grabbed every pill bottle and took out two pills of each. I got a glass of water and took every pill that was in those bottles.

I overdosed.

I passed out into unconsciousness and felt my breath hitch, my eyes close, and my heart stopped beating.

Little did I know about what was yet to come for Violet.


A/N: What do you think? This is the prologue and I just wanted to add this to make it more interesting.

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