Finally I am out that annoying place. That has always been my prayer for the past five years. Being that chick every man wants around is not an easy fame to deal with. Maybe my mother, Lucia finally got the main point as to why I hated the place. All I have now is joy... Unexplainable joy and that beautiful feeling of getting out of somewhere so pathetic. Lucia and I tried as much as we could to get along as the mother and daughter that we were. She never saw me as a daughter and to be honest I grew up without having any idea of what love is. I didn't hate her but love never existed in my soul for her.