As I sit and think of what I've been through
Tears begin to pool in my eyes
I have cried enough to fill a thousand oceans
My heart has felt insurmountable pain
My brain is fried from the drink
Sometimes I cry just to cry
My body is broken
But my spirit fights
You will never see pain in my eyes
I keep it well disguised
I help others fix themselves
Because I know I can't be fixed
I've been through it all
It seems my pain will never end
Some days I want to scream to heaven
No more
Please no more
But I know I won't get a reply
So I close my eyes
Fall asleep
And wake to another day of torture
But keeping a smile on my face
While dying inside
Helping others fix themselves After what I've been through
I know I can't be fixed
