~Defeated... Already?~

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EMMA'S POV
I heard my alarm go off. I grabbed my phone sleepily and looked at the time, it was 8:15. I got out of bed and yawned. I never usually woke up this early on a Saturday, but I was babysitting Mary and David's son Neal for them. They were going to have a date day until later. I had to go to work earlier then usual but I didn't mind. On Saturdays I always go at 8:00 pm but today I had to go at 6:30 pm instead. I still wasn't quite sure why, but I didn't bother to ask my boss. I got up and put on leggings and a sweater. I then threw my hair up into a pony tail and put on some makeup. I went downstairs and made breakfast. Right as I  finished I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and saw David, Mary, and Neal standing there with smiles on their faces. "Hey guys" I said. After Mary Margaret told me everything I needed to know, they left. I picked Neal up and played with him. After about a hour I got a text from Killian.

Hey Emma want to grab a  coffee at Starbucks? - killian

Aww I really wish I could! But I'm home babysitting Neal. :( - me

Oh ok. Hey what if I come over? I love babies! -Killian

Are you sure you want to? You don't need to. -me

Of course I want to. I get to be with you:) - Killian

Ok. I'll see you soon. -me

I smile at the fact that he's coming over. Then I smelt something terrible. Okay you need a change I said as I smiled at Neal.

KILLIAN'S POV
I got to Starbucks and ordered two drinks. After I left I started driving to Emma's. When I arrived I knocked on the door. She walked out wearing leggings and a adorable sweater. She was holding baby Neal. "Hey Emma." I said with a smile." "Hey Killian come on." She gestured as she closed the door behind me. "Wow, I love your place Emma!" "Thanks" she said as she got Neal's bottle out. I took my jacket off and handed her her Starbucks. "Awe thanks! I didn't know you were still getting them." I couldn't let you go without a coffee." I replied as I took a sip. She held Neal in her arms and took a sip. "Just what I needed." She said with a laugh. "So Emma tell me about yourself, what's your story?" I said as I sat down on the couch next to Emma. "Well, I have been a orphan all my life, and I never felt like I had a home until I moved in with Mary Margaret and David. I recently moved into this apartment, because David and Mary where going to have Neal, and I felt they needed more space. "What about you jones?" I smiled at the nickname and replied. "Well my father abandoned me when I was little but my brother Liam, who lives in New York also, took care if me until I could get a job and move out." We both starred into each others eyes for a while, until she leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I kissed back. "What was that for?" I asked. She smiled at me then took the bottle out of Neal's mouth and stood up and put it in the sink. "Just because." She answered from the kitchen. I smiled and walked over to her. I picked up Neal in my arms and rocked him. "Wow your amazing with him." She said. "Thanks. Emma when do you have to go back to work?" "I have to leave at 6:00 pm and Mary and David are coming at 5:00 pm. It was 4:27 pm now. "So they will be here soon?" I asked. "Yeah." She said as she got Neal's stuff ready. We sat down and continued talking until we heard a knock. I wish they hadn't came, we were having so much fun just learning about each other. After they left I told Emma I should be going. I was supposed to go over to Robins in a hour. She was sad I had to go but agreed. "Killian? I didn't tell you everything about my past, there's more. "She said as I was about to go. "Emma you can tell me anything, what is it?" I said. "Never mind." "Emma? It's okay you can tell me." "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say anything." I saw she didn't want to talk about it but I couldn't help not being curious. "Then why did you bring it up!" I said as my voice raised slightly. She stood there shocked. She didn't know what to say. "Killian you should go." "Emma, I'm sorry." I said. "Please just go she shouted." I felt hurt, Everything we had just been through felt gone. I shut the door and waked away...defeated.

EMMA'S POV
I stood there shocked. I shut the door as he walked away frustrated. I didn't know what to do I just fell to the ground crying. I wasn't ready, I couldn't tell him about what really happened in my past. Not yet. I made a huge mistake letting him in, I thought. I walked to my room and fell asleep till I had to go to work.

KILLIAN'S POV
I sat in my car shocked. What just happened? I asked myself the same question over and over again. I needed to apologize. I texted her about 30 times. There was no answer.
I drove to my house and just sat down. I hurt the women I liked so much. I just sat there, all my thoughts were flying through my head. I texted Robin telling him I couldn't make it. I just sat there for hours I needed her to forgive me. This wasn't the end, it couldn't be! I wouldn't accept it. I kept texting her until I gave up. The last text is sent was:

"Emma swan, you may hate me buy I will never stop fighting for us forgive me, please."

EMMA'S POV
It was late I arrived home. I had gotten at least 40 texts from Killian, each one I had ignored. I got ready for bed. When I was laying in bed I couldn't sleep. I opened the texts from Killian. The last one I saw was:

"Emma swan you may hate me but I won't stop fighting for us forgive me! Please"

My thoughts were attacking me. Emma give him a second chance he deserves one. I didn't know what I would do. I fell asleep looking at the text.
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Chapter 3 posted ahhh it's really short and and I apologize buy I'm trying so hard to get one up every day. You'll find out what she decides to do next chapter! Is this the end?
- xoxoxox EMILY

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