Extraordinary Love || Distance Stage

This Is Personal

I'm adding a song for this week, ion know if you'll heard it but aye I love it matter fact I love it so much I'm plugging it into this chapter

Kehlani Unconditional the song really speaks to me whenever I get my very first boyfriend imma make sure he really loves me for me

Oh yeah I have a story to tell you'll a true story, a story about what happened Friday when I gotta outta school for winter break the story of how I've been called beautiful for the very first time ever so here's what happened I'll try my best to shorten it

- It was 7th period I was in the gym, free day of course, I got tired of walking around while writing a chapter plus my hands were aching so I decided to sit down down in the bleachers yah know give myself a break from all that writing plus I needed a break from my music so I took my headphones out

Stay with me this is where it gets funny and good and you'll I'm so serious this I'm what really happened

While I was sitting the lesbian senior I know goes by the name of snookie comes up to me she says " hey baby " so I decided to be nice I said " hey " this girl asked me " you wanna be my girl " I swear I was laughing my ass off in my head but I said " Uh I'm not a lesbian " she was so shocked and surprised I took it as her first time getting rejected, I'm not the easy type even though I'm straight

Ok after I rejected her she was heart broken she was like " Bruh I'll fuck the shit outta you why you playin you don't wanna be my girl " so I was like " " I'm not a lesbian " once again shit I was fucking serious I guess she thought I was a lesbian, she said " are you sure " I just said " Yeah "

This is where it gets good

She asked me for a hug I thougt aye why not be nice Tyra so I gave her one

She hugged me for a minute then pulled away just looking at me she said with a smile

" You are beautiful " I was shocked that was the first time ever outside my family some one called me beautiful and I believed them to be honest I barely heard those words in my family

She walked away and I just started crying like almost a full break down tears of joy and to be honest I used to feel so ugly I'd never go outside not because of my weight because of my face mostly it was like half and half , I was at a point where I actually accepted the fact that I was ugly