Scars H.S (fan fiction)

Chapter 4

Ambers Pov

Louis sat down beside me after they had a talk outside but I don't know what about. "Amber are you sure your okay, nobody is bullying you are they?" Louis said this in a sad way. I felt bad for not telling him what going on I just can't tell anyone they'll think I'm useless for not saying anything at all, "hey Louis, listen really I'm fine, I just don't feel well that's all." I gave him a smile and a tight hug which he returned the favor, he looked better than being sad.

We did the work papers and the work up front what the teacher gave us, some of the boys didn't understand some work but I helped them and they got them right. "Thanks Amber for helping us with some questions your smart haha" Liam, Zayn and Harry said, we got threw the rest of the lesson till it was lunch.

"Hey girl how's your day been?" Zoe said to me, "its been good thanks for asking Zoe how was yours?". I returned the question nice to have conversations with your friends than just ignore them. "Its been okay... I guess...". She sounded down so I pulled her away from the table we sat at and asked her what's wrong.
"Zoe is everything okay... you don't seem like your hyper self you normally are?", "no Amber... I...I'm n..n..not o..okay" she started to cry her make-up running down her adorable face, why is she crying she's so pretty and way to thin. Then it clicked!

"Zoe what's going on... why are you crying, beautiful girls like you don't cry." I knew what was wrong i just wanted her to tell me herself. "I h..h..have an e..eating d..disorder", she took a deep breath "that's why at lunch you don't see me eat" I pulled her into me giving her a tight hug. "Don't worry Zoe im gonna help you through this no matter what I'll even get Romy too help you too, your not on your own for this chin up babe were here for you"

We went back to the table were everyone else sat at. I had to tell Romy what's going on she said she'll be happy to help no matter what it is. I gave Zoe most of my lunch since my stomach was hurting bad, she ate half and binned the rest, not that I mind I hate food sometimes it makes me feel sick if I eat to much but even if its a couple of bites im full.

Lunch was over and I had Fine Art I was only in the class without my friends, there was other people but I stayed at the back beside the window just focused in my work. The teacher walked round the class to check on everyone's work she came down the row and stopped at me.

"Amber could you stay behind after school finishes I'd like to talk to you once everyone leaves"

"Sure miss, I can do that". Not like im expecting to be welcomed home by my mam, she doesn't care where I'm at.

Soon the lesson finished and stayed back to talk to my teacher.
"Amber, since your very good in the class, your drawings are absolutely brilliant, your marks are the highest, I was wondering if you would like to enter our competition?, first prize wins £100"

I was gobsmacked I couldn't talk at all my mouth kept opening and closing like a fish, until I found my voice... "yes miss i'd live too!" I said way to happily, she chuckled at my behaviour.

After I left from school I sent a text to everybody in my contact list.

: To everyone in contact list

Guys I've just entered a competition for my Fine Art class and if I come first place ill win £100, how great is that!?!?

From Amber

Holy sh*t that's great you go win that money hope you enjoy it spend it on anything you like hun xx ;)

: from girls

Wow you must be excited enjoy it girl :) x

: Harry & Louis (Louis was round Harry's)

Congrats hope you win Amber :) x

: Zayn & liam (Liam was round Zayn's)

I'm happy for you Amber keep it up and draw something great :) x

: Niall

I sent everyone texts saying 'thanks it means a lot'. I was on my way home to go finish some home homework I had to do, nothing to easy, nothing to hard. I got in shut the front door went to the kitchen to see if we had any food, I looked in the cupboards to see hardly anything in them checked the fridge the same way. Luckily there was some food I could make a sandwich out of I grabbed some OJ (orange juice) and went upstairs to my room and sat at my desk and got on with my work. Soon it was dark I checked the time it was 10:30pm I got dressed for bed. I went to my bathroom did my business, cleaned up, put cream on my scars... went back to my bedroom listening to music for a bit before I dozed off.

Next chapter done, next one is gonna be hopefully better im tryin my hardest for you all.

Plz tell me what you think I'll take any decisions of anyone.

Love you all xx

~ Zoe 😊