Dorm 143 [A One Direction Fanfic]

Chapter 5

"Thanks for the supper Harry! It was delicious!!" I said putting my plate in the sink.

"No problem." He said and kept eating.

"What's wrong Haz?" I asked. This not talking thing is REALLY getting to me! I need to know whats up!

"Nothing." He said coldly and I flinched at his tone.

"Ok, seriously you were fine then we watched Lux and after she left with Lou you haven't talked to me. The only time you did was when you answered my questions and they were simple answers like you wanted to end the conversation." I said kind of upset. I didn't think I did anything.

"I'm just thinking ok?!" He said madly and his green orbs turned dark.

"Fine." I said quietly and walked away with my head hung low.

I laid down in bed staring at the ceiling for the next hour until my phone buzzed.

I got a text from Zayn. He asked if I was fine with Harry now and asked if I needed to stay over again. I told him we were fine but he's acting weird and that I didn't need to.

After I was done talking to Zayn I grabbed my laptop and put on Pitch Perfect. This movie always cheers me up. Harry walked in and looked at me so I looked at him. He stared for a few seconds then went to his bed.

I don't why but the movie didn't cheer me up this time. I didn't even laugh at the funny parts. I don't know why. It just didn't work. I just feel bad. I feel like I hurt his feelings without noticing. Was it something I said? Or did? I wish he would just tell me. He said he was just thinking. But I don't know. How could you talk so coldly while thinking?

"Did you really mean it when you said I'd be a good dad?" He asked. Is this what that was about.

"Yea! You're great with Lux. Your nice, sweet, caring, protective and you just are a different person when your with her. In a good way by the way." I said hoping it would cheer him up.

"Thanks! But I also mean it when I said you'd be a good mum. You are protective, funny, good at choice of words you use, caring and you are yourself but you have something that ma-" He then stopped. THAT MA- WHAT!

"What?" I asked confused at what he was saying. I kept trying to figure it out but I couldn't

"Something that makes me more attracted to you." He said with a chuckle.

"Really? I hope you know I am still trying to figure out how I feel about you. You have something I've never experienced before and I - I just can't figure it out. But when I DO find out you'll be first to know. Well second cause you know I will know first!" I said with a smile.

"Yea, really! But you have Zayn now. You don't need feelings for me other than a friend" He said sadly.

"Yea, well I would like to know how I feel about you. What if I find out that I hate you! I don't want to lead you on as a friend! And what if I found out I like you. Like like you. I will have to know if I like you more then Zayn or less then Zayn. My mom always said, 'If there are two guys, Choose the one you fell harder or feel stronger about.'" I said smiling at the good quotes my mom uses.

"Well, just know, I really do like you and after seeing you with Lux, even more." He said and shut of his lamp.

"Night Lizzy." He said.

"Night Hazza." I said with a chuckle.

*NEXT MORNING*

I woke up to the smell of pancakes and jumped right out of bed and ran and I mean ran to the kitchen.

"FOOD!! Where is my food Haz?" I asked when I saw he was eating the last pancake.

"In my tummy." He said and rubbed his stomach.

"Aww. Haz!! I'm hungry to you know!" I whined and slouched.

"Aww don't be sad. I will make you more I guess!" He sighed and rolled his eyes at my childishness!

"THANKS HAZZABEAR!" I yell and go give him a BIG hug.

"Don't mention it." He said and pried me off him.

"Go clean up and I'll make them for you. Lou and Lux should be here in an hour or so." He said. I told him my schedule thing and he agreed that he would stay with me most days. Probably only because Lux though right?

I grabbed my jean shorts and a pink shirt that says. 'What does the Z mean in LOLZ, Laughing Out Loud... Zebras?' That is probably one of my favourite shirts!!!

I walked into the bathroom and freshened up and walked out and saw my pancakes on the table and he made them look special he put whip cream and strawberries on them! OH GOD I COULD WAKE UP LIKE THIS EVERYDAY!!

"Oh, My, Gawd! These are good Haz!" I said with a mouthful.

"Thanks." He smiled.

I ate then I texted Zayn to meet me at my room ASAP. He came and we all went to get Lux. Zayn is going to love her! She is such a doll.

"Hey Lou, this is Zayn!" I said gesturing to Zayn.

"Nice to meet you Zayn!" Lou said

"You too!" He said and shook her hand.

We got Lux and her stuff and Lou left so we went up to the dorm.

"So, how you liking Lux?" I asked Zayn

"God, she is so cute!" He said.

"I know!!!" I said happy.

We all got up to the room and Lux played with her little toys with Harry. Zayn just sat with me. He was texting someone but I was watching /harry and Lux play.

"Isn't it adorable how Harry plays like that with her?" I said hoping he would stop texting and actually pay attention.

"Mhm." I simply answered and didn't even look at me just kept texting. That made me really upset. He didn't even look at me when he talked.

"I'll be back in a minute." I said. I don't even think Zayn noticed I said anything or noticed I got up and walked to the bathroom.

I looked in the mirror for a few seconds and thought about my feelings towards Zayn. He is very cute and sweet. But, that right there either proved texting is more important then me or he just doesn't like me.

But then there is Harry, Cute, sweet, protective, funny and always pays attention to me. But I still don't know about the way I feel towards them totally. Why is life so confusing?

I walked out and there was Zayn, still texting and Harry giving Lux airplane rides. I smiled at that. I went and sat back on the couch but as far away from Zayn as possible. He didn't even notice.

We hung out watching movies the rest of the day well me Harry and Lux did. Zayn texted the WHOLE time! It is starting to annoy me. I don't think he was even paying attention to him. I bet you I could make out with Harry and he wouldn't even notice!

When it was time for Lux to leave we all took her downstairs. I think Lou noticed me kind of upset so she told me she would text me when she got home.

We went back upstairs and I told Zayn he better get going to because I was turning in early. I'm not going to sleep I just thought I would lay in bed and watch The Notebook because it might help me pick who I should be with.

After watching the movie I found out who I should be with. I got a text from Lou and I explained EVERYTHING! From Zayn to Harry and who I decided I should be with! It's going to be hard but it's what makes sense! If you are having a hard time between 2 boys watch The Notebook. It will help. Well it does help me!

Tomorrow is the day I will be telling them what's happening! It's going to be hard but I have to!