my rapist's son

7Up happy

Once I wake up from my nap , shit that was a bad dream I hope.

I yawn and notice my bag and the time.

6:01.

I sigh and grab my book. I starts my homework , trying to remember from class. I grunts and looks through my phone .

Trina called 3 times.

"Great" I mubble.

I turn it off and Finnish my homework.

I finish 30min later slupping on the couch , rubbing my temples. Ughhh, I hate my stress .

I look up at my mom and give a weak smile.

"Are you ok, hun?" She asks.

She pats my back making tiny circles.

" I ... I saw him again." I breathed.

She completely froze . In a flash she started writing down stuff.

"Mom, mom? Mom !" I yell.

She glares a dead look to me.

"It was his son . Not him." I relaxly say .

She calms down and hugs me.

I sit and watch her calm down.

I hate seeing her like this, she started being like this since I was raped.

I hug her and we watch tv together , we started a foundation for girls who were raped and kidnapped.

She stands up and gives me a smile and goes and makes dinner.

While she does that , dad comes home and crashes on the couch on top of me.

Memories flood in paralyzing me , all of the memories.

I start hitting and kicking my dad.

He stares at me in fear.

"Don't touch me , get off, help!!!" I cry. Tears ran down my face.

"Honey throw me her pills!" My dad yells getting off. I curl into a ball , crying my heart out.

In 1 minute tops he comes with my anxiety and depression pills.

He crushes them and puts them in my 7 Up .

"Here you go sorry baby doll." he says cooing me.

I take a gulp of my drink , not long before I finish the drink. I feel the pills work. The memories start fading away and I start to feel way better. I sigh and lay my head on my dad's shoulder.

"Sorry daddy. I didn't mean to." I say hugging him.

He pats my back giving me a sign of being ok.

"Let's go eat." he smiles.

We walk in to see mom and my siblings: Andrew age 14, Claudia age 11,and the youngest is Hope age 6.

Andrew likes to be man of the house but knows his limits.

He's known since he was 11 , about how I was raped. He likes to take care of me and watch over me. He might be 14 but he acts like a big bro .

Claudia had to know for her safety and her better good.

We all eat in silence , they heard me when had my episode.

"How was Highschool?" Andrew asked.

"It was ok , how did you deal with 8th grade?" I say with a smirk.

"It was great and I had to walk Claudia to all of her classes this year too." he says looking at her.

We were in a middle school , so I was able to watch Andrew for a bit.

We finish our food and talked about work . I raise an eye brow to Claudia who has her phone at the table. To make it's weirder , she's smiling. Ohhhh someone is crushing ?

Andrew looks at me with a smirk, he's thinking the same thing. She's talking to a guy who she likes and time to embarrass her.

He takes her phone in mid txt. Her face drained from color . She knows what's gonna happen.

"Give me back my phone!" she growls loudly.

Hope giggles, "ooh you got caught!" she giggles.

We all laugh at her , she is really pissed off now.

"I'll give it to you , if you tell me who your txting?" he says with evil in his eyes.

"Kendra, give me my phone back now!" she yells.

"Ok , ok. Andrew give it back ." Mom tells him.

He gives it back to her and smiles.

He knows it was from a guy, he read it. Smart , very smart. I finish and get ready to shower and sleep.