He Helped Me

chapter 1

*April's p.o.v*

I've been depressed since I was 10 that's when my mom died. Me and my mom were very close. I know I could go to her with anything I felt safe with her. When my mom committed suicide my dad turned to alcohol to make his pain go away.

My mom and dad were the romantic type my dad would always come home with flowers for my mom he was always happy. That all changed now he gos to work and after work he gets drunk he sits in a dark room with a pic of my mom in front of him. It makes me want to cry.

Well for me I force my self out of bed everyday wishing I was dead go to school then come home and play on my phone. My dad took everything away from me my t.v my labtop my tablet everything but my phone but if he saw it he would beat me Intel I bleed. I have many bruses on my arms along with the cuts that I made. Yes I cut no nobody knows not even Meaghan.

While my dad beats me he yells stuff like "your fat" "go die" "nobody wants you here" "your the reason your moms dead" at first I didn't believe him I knew he was just hurt and taking his anger out on me but its been 4 years of him telling me these things I'm starting to believe him. I stopped eating like I use to and have thought of suicide but what will that do to my dad he's already hurt enough.

Tommorow I start my first day of highschool and I'm not happy this hole summer I have been In my room eating three times a week so I'm really skinny I have cuts all over my arm along with the bruises. I have not saw anyone for two months besides my dad. Now I'm gonna be forced to be with people I don't like for 6 hours a day I'm not happy about this but at least I'll have 6 hours away from my dad

**author note**
Well there's my first chapter hoped you like it
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