He Helped Me

chapter 3

*Aprils p.o.v.*
I was in 1st period in the back of the class. I was thinking what was asher going to say before Meaghan showed up? That I was fat? weird? what?

Then I herd my name
"April" someone said
"Yes"
"Could you give us a fact about your self" the teacher says with the hole class staring at me
"Um my favorite color is red"
"Is there a reason its red or do you just like the color red"
It was my moms favorite color of roses my dad use to bring home for her
"No just like the color" I lied
"Well reds a really nice color" the teacher said before she called on another student

~skip to lunch~

It was lunch time I was not hungry so I was going to look around the school. I started to walk around my school when someone bumped into me and fell. It was ash
"April I'm so sorry didn't see you there"
Asher said putting his hand out to help me up
"Oh its fine" I told asher taking his hand but when he helped me up my sleave came up and showed my scares an brises. I quickly jumped up and put my sleave down hoping that asher didn't see

"What what was that" asher asked me taking my hand to see my arm again
I pulled away
"Nothing"
"There was something there I saw"
"Well I don't know you well enough to tell my story so can we just drop it" I told asher about to cry
He gave me a long hug and it felt weird no guy has ever treated me this way and I was scared

then he leaned in to kiss me I pulled away I started to walk off I was not ready to have an relationship with ash Im to hurt to depressed and didn't want to bring a guy into my messed up life. I Hurd ash call my name a few times but didn't answer just kept walking to my last class of the day

~after school~

I got on the bus and sat in an empty seat hoping ash wouldn't see me but it was to late.
"Can I sit here" ash asked me
"Sure"
"Im so sorry I tried to kiss you it just felt right your really pretty and I want to get to know you better"
"Well I'm a very shy person I don't tell people about my life its to messed up and I just never mind"

"Oh I see your depressed something happened I'm not telling you this to make you tell me your story but because I trust you. I've been depressed for a while and I know how you feel its hard not eating turning to cutting and something happened to me to"
Ash said showing me his scares there were a few but not as many as me

"My my mom died when I was ten"

"Like I said I'm not making you tell me"

"No but I want to so after she died my dad turned to drinking and started to hit my arms" I told ash showing him my arm. Then my bus stop came up
"Well gtg see you tomorrow and please don't tell anyone anything"
He gave me a hug and I walked off the bus