Way to go.
You fucked with my heart, fucked with my soul and fucked with my mind.
I don't know how to go about anything now.
You should feel so fucking happy. I mean that's all I've ever wanted was for you to be happy. Now I've opened my eyes to see your real shit and it hurts.
You used me and abused the power you had over me and turned it bad.
You turned me bad.
More rotten than a rotten apple.
I can't do this anymore because seriously you have no idea how much it hurts. You don't understand the power you have over me, you use this to your advantages giving me a thousand more disadvantages.
You knew how alone I am. You knew that you were the only one and you used me.
You can survive without me but I can't live another second without you.
You replaced me with many when I was the one who stuck up and around for you since day one. It sucks, it really does.
One day I hope you open your eyes and see how it is in my perspective. Maybe then you'd know how it feels when an owner kicks a dog to the curb because that's how it felt. That's how you treated me.
And I hate myself because of that.
My name is no longer a word, it's a curse.
My heart no longer works. It broke.
My mind thinks everything negative. It's my worst enemy.
Even though you did this, I don't blame you because it's my fault. I let it happen.
I'm sorry.
You win.
