Why?

Up Thinking About You

I'm sitting here at 2 am, just thinking about you. The way you laugh makes my heart skip a beat. The way you smile makes the world stop. No matter how many times your friends asked if we were a "thing", we'll never be. I love you too much for my heart to be broken again. I can't hold my feelings in forever and I can't tell you everything. I want you. I know you probably want me. We don't know what to do and we can't do anything. Why do you have to make it so hard for me to love you? Why do you make it so hard for me to tell you my feelings? Why wouldn't you let me love you? I can't take this anymore. I'm breaking inside. You're breaking faster than I can put myself back together. Why? Why do you do this to me? Some days I want to cry in your arms and let you hold me. I just can't take this anymore....It's killing me....