Tonight i was drunk tomorrow i'll probably be high. i thought to myself as a stubbled through the house. I attempted to walk through the house quietly trying not to wake my sister. That was an amazing club. I meet some new people,some people with money. I knew what they meet as soon as he told me to call him when i wanted to really party. He had the good shit. Not the cheap stuff most crackheads get off the coroner but the real stuff. I'll probably call him tomorrow sometime. I mean why wouldn't i? I loved drink smoking get high having sex getting money and all that stuff, but don't get me wrong i'm not one of those crackheads you see begging for money, dancing on the side of the road. I try to keep my self down to earth during the week but once the weekend hits i'm going to heaven.
I'm still trying to walk to my room when i bump into something a hear a crash on the floor. i can't help myself when i start laughing.I keep walking and end up slipping on whatever just broke on the floor.
"Shit" i said when i get a small piece of glass stuck in my arm.
"What the hell Pairs?" Jessica my sister said coming to me"Are you drunk?" Jessica was really my half sister but since we been together all our lives we've just went with saying that we were full sisters. We had the same dad but different moms. The crazy thing about it we were the same age, but had a two month difference. Our dad was with Jessica's mom during the time but ended up cheating with my mom while Jessica's mom was two months pregnant. Jessica was always there for me and i for her.
"Yep" i said popping the 'p' and laughing a little harder. I still don't know what i'm laughing at.
"Get yo ass up" She said looking down at me with hers arms crossed over her chest. Still laying down i roll over on my stomach and stick my butt in the air, and laugh once more.
"Its up."
"Reall?" I could hear her get really frustrated with me. I guess she notice that i really could get up on my own because my head was still spinning. Once i'm finally standing up she puts my arm around her shoulder and help me to my room.
"You really need to stop this before you end up getting yourself killed." She fussed and walked past my room to the bathroom.
"I don't have to pee" I whined like a three year old."Take me to my room" i tried turning around but only ended up making us both hit the wall.
"No" and out of nowhere Jessica put me in the tub, i was still dizzy and things were blurry so i just laid there feeling my head go from side to side. Then out of nowhere freezing cold ice water was thrown on me, Suddenly taking me out of most of my drunkness.
"What the hell Jessica!!?" I Yelled looking at her with angry eyes. I was now shaking because of the cold water and with it being so cool in the house. Jessica just looked down at me with sad hurtful eyes and a bucket in her hand.
"Get clean up, and get your life together." with that she walked out of the bathroom closing the door.
Damn why did i always have to fuck up.
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I took a quick hot shower, cleaned my face and brushed my teeth and hair. I took out the glass that was in my arm and put a small bandage over it I had looked a mess after she threw the water on me. I knew deep down that should do better but i really didn't want to because i loved it so much. I would try i told my self. I needed to try, for Jessica, but only for her. I didnt care about anyone else but her and my mama.No one else.
Walking back to my bedroom i get in bed and get two Advil pills that were sitting on the desk next to my bed. I popped them in my mouth and swallowed. I already knew i would have a small headache in the morning, so why not try to stop as much of it as i could now.
