adopted and in love with marilyn Manson

i ruin everything

Riley POV: when I got down stairs twiggy looked at me in a pervy way why I laughed at his remark "don't act so shy around me and the band it makes me wander why your with Marilyn" he said chuckling "well the weird thing is that my whole life I always thought my boyfriend would be Mr Prince charming I geuss I sorta let that idea go" I stated laughing making twiggy laugh as well "well I geuss my sexiness is to much for her to take" he said pretending to make a girly duck lips face making me laugh "so I was thinking how about we get to know each other" twiggy stated so I went first"I play bass in my band and I guess you could say my last place wasn't so good but it had its ups and downs" I said more depressed than I meant for it to as Marilyn wrapped an arm around me holding me close "well do you think we could meet your band" twiggy asked me "sure" I stated pulling out my phone and calling lily my close friend and guitarist putting the phone on speaker (R=riley L= lily) R:"hey lily I was wandering if you could come over to my new and show someone are band" I asked L:"sure! I've missed you so much you wouldn't believe what I found online today its this cool new band that I now found out about and the lead singer totally fits you hes so HOT and as dark and weird as you!" She stated making me look over at Marilyn who just sighed then nudged me to go on R:"first I'm not weird I'm special and second what's his name I already have a boy friend" I asked a little more annoyed this time L:"well that's a shame but as long as your happy after all I'm sure your boy friend admires that you have an ass and tits! Bye love you!". Are you fucking kitting me! "I do admire that" Brian said laughing I just through a pellow at his face and started to laugh. But the constant thought of all this going away kept bugging me. Why would Brian stay after all everybody all ways leaves me or gets tired of me right away. I was starting to feel a sad look cross my face until I felt a hand snake inside of mine I just looked up to see Brian talking to twiggy naturally as if nothing happened to me. This is to fast I thought looking at Brian's hand I felt like I made a mistake trusting him without taking my time? What if he left. The side effects of my decision would and I know for a fact hurt one of us in the end. Are whole "relationship" was based off attraction and sex. The worst part is twiggy had mentioned Brian never gets close to anyone at all so my chances would falter in defeat the more I get close. I would haft to talk to twiggy and start taking notes on how Brian acts. But before I could touch base I heard a knock at the door. I quickly got up and opened the door. "OMG OMG!!!! ITS BEEN SO LONG!!!" lily shout at me why jumping on me! I fell back stumbling on my feet as she grabbed tighter until I finally fell! :( "nice to see you to" I stated standing up. "Oh sorry Riley I missed you" she said awkwardly while blushing "ok lily this is my friend twiggy and my boyfriend mar-brian" I gotta stop calling him that. She shamed there hands then sat down why we talked and waited for my band. "So since those Moran's are taking so long I brought videos of us at gigs and stupid scary videos we made" she stated pulling out a CD case. She then pulled one out and started to play it until I realized it was a video of me being weird and scary. (Her speaking in the video) o god! Why! "All hail Satan" was herd from the DVD why I saw my face, I looked at Brian to see him laughing at it. But thank god I heard a knock on the door, so I sprang up and answered it to find my back up vocals, singer, drummer, keyboard, and of course lily as back up guitarist. "Hey guys this is twiggy and my boy friend Brian" I stated bringing them in why they shook hands. "Ok! People to the studio down stairs!" Brian called waving for is to follow, but I quickly ran up the stairs and grabbed my bass before running back down.