What I Got?? IGOT7 in my life [DISCONTINUED]

Bambam : I Don't Want to Hurt Him

I can't believe my eyes... Youngjae is easily smiling to a girl... Well maybe just to Youngmi but it's actually good that he is forgetting his ex. But it's still bad for me if I want to get Youngmi. This is bad I have to get to te cafe they're going to.

About a 10 minutes walk from the school but I'm riding my bike to be faster.

As soon as I get there I just can't bring myself in there... I can't just make my best friend who rarely smiles suddenly frown again. I want to be with her but I can't break his heart again after I made his ex choose me over him. He still forgive me but I just don't want to ruin his life again.

"Bambam is that you?" I heard a familiar voice calling me

"Huh?" I turned my back and it was Jackson

"Why are you just standing still? Let's go inside! I'll pay" Jackson said while getting in the cafe.

"Hyung... Don't..." I tried to stop him because I don't want to make Youngjae sad...

But now all I see is Jackson standing still frozen until suddenly run to Youngmi and said some other girls name while holding her shoulders.

"Chanmi! Chami! Is that you?" Jackson said almost not believing his eyes

"Sorry but how did you know my sister??" She stared in an awe.

"Oh it's you Youngmi... Ne-Nevermind me... enjoy your date with Youngjae.." Jackson just leave those two and came back to me.

"Hyung you okay??" I asked Jackson.

" I... I met her sister... If she knows I made her sister suicide she will hate me for sure... No... No.." Jackson shivered.

"Hyung let's just go... I don't want to bother Youngmi and Youngjae any longer... I feel bad by making Yoora break up with Youngjae.. I don't want to destroy Youngjae's life anymore" I pulled Jackson away from the cafe.

Me and Jackson went to the practice room and we slumped down do the ground. I just can't bring myself to be happy again after I remembered what I have done to Youngjae.

"Yo Bams, Jackson! You both okay??" I heard Mark called us

"Nah we're just tired running here.." I replied trying to sound tired because I just lied.

"Well okay then get ready we're gonna practice" Mark said

A/N : HEY GUYSS!!!!! Sorry I have been inactive for SOOOOOOOOO long!! I actually forgot that I have a wattpad story I haven't finished because eventually I deleted it because I don't have enough memory on my phone to record GOT7's fanmeeting in Jakarta hahaha sorry... so anyways, YOUNGMI IS BACK!!