The TRIO

2-STUPID MESSAGES

~Sakura's POV~

I dropped Kim and Kelsi off. Then, I slowly drove home .

"Ping!" I checked my phone it was Tadashi.

Hun♥: hey sweetheart

I just ignored the messages and moved on, I seriously dont know what to do anymore, it to confusing I dont think I can deal with this whole long distance relationship thing .

I contemplated on going home or going for a ride.

Let me just explain why I don't like going home.
I haven't told my two best friends this and I'm pretty sure that Kim knows part of it.
My parents have issues, they fight most of the time and it affects me, badly. I sometimes get violent and arrogant. I even feel sucidal sometimes and I self harm terribly.

I have no idea how long I can deal with this and keep it from Kim and Kelsi, but I don't want them to take me for granted.

I love them, and sometimes I feel guilty about not telling them.
It reminds me of when I met them and brings me to tears knowing that I haven't told them.
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(FLASHBACK, HOW THEY MET)

It was the first day of school in 1st grade.
I was that new kid they made fun of.
They called me names and usually resulted to violence and the worst part of it was that I couldn't talk to anyone about it.
I had sleepless nights until one day, The day Kim came to school.

I was crying in the playground as usual, sobbing my eyes out and I felt a hand hugging me.
I was quite surprised that someone cared and actually ignored the hug, thinking that it was a part of my imagination.

"It's okay. Don't cry". I heard her say with an accent I couldn't put my finger on.

I quickly toughened up and took time to look at who finally cared about me.

"I'm sorry for sobbing on your shoulders, now your shirt's all wet".

"Its okay. You can cry all you want".

Okay, I never knew that a person this caring could exist.
I quickly cleaned my face and shot her my best smile.

"Hi I'm Sakura Cole"

"Oh. Can I call you Sakky?"

"Sure. What's your name?"

"Oh. I'm Kimberly Clarkson, but you can call me Kim."

"Kim, you're new here, right?"

I just had to ask because no one was ever nice to me.
I shyly bent my head and waited for a response.

"Yes. I moved here from Canada with my family Why were you crying? Are you okay?"

I decided to tell her about how I was being bullied and she was nice to me.

"Sorry. Don't listen to them. It's hard being the new kid. Come on, cheer up"

That actually made me feel better. I got up with her and went to play on the swings.

Then this senior came from nowhere and wanted to beat me and Kim up. I think her name was Mia.

"Oh look the idiot has a new friend". She chuckled.

"Leave us alone!"

I was surprised that Kim had the nerve to say that. Mia rolled her sleeves up and was prepared to beat Kim up.

"Stop! Please". I screamed but no avail.

Just then, Kelsi had been watching and came to meet us.
Before Mia could do anything, Kelsi ran and slapping her really hard.
She then quickly ran to our teacher and reported Mia.