It's really not that hard. I already know that I love you. I'm hopelessly in love with you! The different ways you make me feel just by doing the smallest things. You make me crazy! I laugh and smile and feel so, so happy because of you. And I cry and scream and tear myself apart because of you. But I don't mind. I don't mind how you make me fall in love with you and feel a mix of emotions. But why do I call myself hopelessly in love? It's because however much I try and try to reach out to you, become closer to you, have you realise that my feelings and I exist!.. You won't ever know. There has always been a wall between us from the beginning, one that is impossible to break. I love you and you are the world to me! But who am I to you? You don't even know that I exist. You continue living life while I can't move on from this one spot. I watch you and even though I am frustrated, I can't ever hate you, I can't stop supporting you and wishing you to smile. It hurts but I can make sacrifices. But one thing I can't do is stop myself from looking back at you, not only realising how my love has no chance, but also feeling a sharp, throbbing, pain in my heart when I see how innocent and happy you are right now, oblivious to the my existence and this hopeless love.
Sorry for the all the sad parts in this book ^-^" I can't really do anything about it...
xx aMEIZing
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