Don't Tell Me!

Defenitly Tripping!!!!!

Stepping in the door way I feel Lil Starbucks rubbing across my ankles. "Hey there Starbucks." I say unenthused. I love her I'm just always tired from school. Pop! Oh my glob I hope that's mom! "Hey Audrey where is the cat food?" mom asked scaring me to death. I laughed out loud. "Don't worry I got it mom." I said. I ran to the kitchen and scooped the cat food from the bag in the cabinet. "There you go Starbuck" I said. Then I poured some coffee and turned on Supernatural just getting comfy I notice the clock that blinked 4:00. Oh crap Ethan. I ran to my room and got my book bag with pink donuts all over while checking every mirror on the way out. Putting lip gloss on I started walking to Sharpies to meet Ethan. I totally forgot about it until now. Ring-a-ling, the bell on the door rang. I hate that sound I thought looking for Ethan. There finally spotting him I walk over to the table and see he is wearing a long black trench coat. I look at the book he had in hand and of course it was a martial arts book. I snuck up quiet as a feather hitting the floor."Do you enjoy starring?" he ask jokingly. He looked up and gazed just past my head scanning the room then finding my gaze I looked away. How the heck did he know I was there? "Please sit. Ok lets start the assignment. We have to make a poster about our new friendship and show the progress over the month."Ethan said starring at me expectantly. "Month?" I said shocked. "Yeah all the project partners are month projects." "Oh ok haha I didn't know that. Keep going sorry." "Ok so what kinda coffee do you like?" "Brazil Black Brew please." I said showing my best puppy dog face. He smirked and went to order the coffee. Man "why so serious?" I thought then frowning remembering the day Heath Ledger died. I could cry. Hearing a knock on my table I jumped to attention. I looked up to see Drake pulling up a chair smiling. " Funny seeing you here what yah doin?" Drake said picking at Ethan's book. Well this is awkward. "I'm here with Ethan my project partner. What about you?" I asking pulling my best this is not awkward smile. "Oh I was here for the coffee. I come here after school everyday to relax with coffee and do some homework. Home to distracting. Yah know there's Toby, mom, dad, and the baby. There is no way of concentrating on school or anything except family. I guess I just need my space."he looked up from the table with a sad smile. I understood that its kinda deep I was sorta shocked he told me. "I understand what you mean."I said with a understanding smile. Ethan came back handing me my coffee and sat down. Drake and Ethan shared looks and turned attention to me. Ethan opened his mouth as if to say something but Drake interrupting him stood and said good byes. I watched Drake leave then turned my gaze to Ethan. " What was that?" I said sounding irritated. Ethan shifted in closer to my face. "Drake and I had some disagreements today so I'm not his biggest fan." I leaned in closer. "May I ask what the disagreement was?" I said. The awareness of my face in his made me blush. That's embarrassing. "I shouldn't tell but if you must know." me interrupting quickly saying "I must!" He smiled "He wanted to be your first pair for the project partner." he said laughing."Why didn't you switch?" I said with curiosity. "It's against the rules. Not only that it would cause a chain effect and people wouldn't have partners. I thought you would know that, but I'm not a patient person either I wouldn't like the wait." he said breathless gaze falling to my lips. The next thing I knew he was kissing me. Our mouths meshing with hunger it seemed passionate. I wanted to back out but couldn't this was heaven. Finally I broke from the kiss, feeling tranced we stared at each other for what felt like an eternity. Diverting my eyes I asked about the project? Staring down at the sheet we started exchanging questions assigned for the project and a few for curiosity. I felt like I was floating. Ethan Trainer just kissed me. Oh my goodness why? Noticing it getting later I stood. "Its getting dark I really have to go." I said packing my stuff and zipping my back pack." I'll drive you home he said grabbing my hand and back pack in the other. I stared shocked but he didn't seem to notice. His hands are softer than any guy I've ever met. His hand was ginormous on mine. I have always had tiny hands for such a large girl I look down self conscious at my long thick legs and double D boobs not to mention my huge feet. What on earth does he see in me? The quiet drive was horrid so I asked him more questions from the project page while gazing as the city lights sparkled like colorful stars. Parking in my driveway he jumped out and opened my door for me getting out of his tall truck was a challenge till I felt his huge hand around my love handles I slid down out of the truck with ease. I stared up ready for his lips. He stared awhile and let go I frowned and walked with him to the door we said our good nights and he walked back to his truck. Watching his truck leave I ran to my room dived face first in my bed and screamed a muffled scream of excitement. I am definitely tripping. I look at my clock and its 8:24 pm. Time for bed shutting off my lamp. Maybe ill dream tonight I thought drifting to blackness....

The next morning I wake up to Starbucks meowing and licking my face I roll over to my Simba stuffed animal from lion king staring me strangely and misshapen. Now feeling wide awake I roll out of bed and wash my face. Panic at the Disco blaring out of my speakers. I go in the bathroom leaving my door open I start my bath water plop in the amazing hot water. After my bath I get dress in my sparkly blue yoga pants and a baggy Villain Academy tee shirt. walking down the hall to the kitchen I fill my Darth Vader mug perfect for my dark sided hate for mornings. I hate seeing my mom in the morning cause I hate everything in the morning and always get short tempered with her. She is understanding about it but I still feel bad when it happens. So basically I always hope she is gone to work. My mom is an Art Professor at Winston University. That's also why I have a crazy house with art covering the walls and supplies every where else. My mom is as misunderstood as I am. Just wait you'll see.

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