Capnophobia.

t h r e e

Capnophobia, I brought a cigarette to my lips.

I'm just trying to melt that winter you use as a disguise.

Capnophobia, I can't sleep.

My doctor said I'm suffering from a disorder called insomnia.

I know myself that I'm not an insomniac but a maniac - for her.

I saw her cry today.

I think I'm melting her with my cigarettes, the ones she hates so much.

Capnophobia, I think I'm not in love with you.

I think I'm in love with the idea of you.

I don't know if that's a bad thing, Capnophobia.

I think those salty tears that were slipping down her cheeks melted the cold.

They suddenly seemed so warm and welcoming.

Capnophobia, I realize that maybe melting your disguise isn't a good thing after all.

Capnophobia, do you hate the fact that I smoke, because I don't think that I can stop.

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