Autistic

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BSM (age 7)

Louis P.O.V

I could see it coming from a mile away. Y/N had been in a bad state all day from the minute she woke up. I was looking after her and the two sets of twins for the day however it was becoming a struggle.

"Y/N, baby wake up," I cooed rubbing her back from where she was laid facing the other way. She groaned pushing my hand away. "Come on," I chuckled continuing to rub up and down her back. When she made no other sign that she was getting up, I picked her up from under the arms and carried her out of her room. "No!" she screamed grabbing the back of my shirt and hitting my back. "Ah ah, no we don't hit!" I said firmly taking out her dummy that we had been trying to get her stop using for a while now. As she continued to hit me and scream, I ignored her and set her at the breakfast bar, strapping her in so that she couldn't attempt to get down. 

I gave her a stern look as I turned around to start making bowls of cereals before I heard a whimper and she started sobbing uncontrollably. "Shh Y/N, I know," I cooed lifting her onto my hip again. "Y/N's sorry," she cried burying her head in my chest. "I know, I know she is!" I mumbled sighing lightly as I continued to rock back and forth. "Want Thomas," she cried and I nodded walking over to the kitchen TV and turning it on. "Y/N, look at me," I said trying to get her to look me in the eye however she shook her head turning away. "Are we going to be good?" I asked giving up on the eye contact as she got too into Thomas the Tank Engine. 

"Louis," I heard Ernie complain waddling into the kitchen with his arms in the air. "Hi buddy," I smiled, placing Y/N in the kitchen chair again and lifting him onto my hip. I swayed back and forth with him while I continued making the bowls of cereal and the youngest's twins bottles. "Tank engine," Ernie mumbled and I placed him in the seat next to Y/N letting him watch it. As I went to call the others for breakfast, I heard Ernest let out a scream and I turned around to see Y/N hitting Ernie. "Y/N Tomlinson!" I said firmly pulling her out of the chair and walking over to the bottom step. As I sat her down, I grabbed her wrists in mine so that she would stop hitting me however she tried to bite me. "Ah ah, stop it right now, this is not how we behave, you will sit here for 7 minutes and then apologise to Ernest," I said firmly standing back up and walking back into the kitchen to get breakfast.

After Y/N's timeout I grabbed her off the step where she was crying softly and walked into the kitchen before leaning her down to Ernest. "Give him kiss," I ordered and she gave him a kiss on the temple. "What do you say?" I implemented and she frowned turning to her younger brother. "M'sorry," she mumbled and he giggled not fully understanding why she was telling him this. 

I groaned hoisting her up on my hip before walking back upstairs to her bedroom. "Let's get you back to sleep," I mumbled placing her into bed. "No," she whined pushing the covers back. "Yes," I mocked pulling it back up. "Shhh," I cooed stroking her hair back as her eyes shut and she was off into dreamland. 

I knew she didn't have it easy but I was determined to make her life as care-free as possible. After all it wasn't her fault.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------A/N Thank you for waiting SO long. Thank you for the idea @gaylarryaf. Hope everyone enjoyed it - please send requests to me and I will hopefully be updating Sundays, Mondays and Tuesdays. I am hoping to update my other two on Saturdays. Thank you for reading xxxxxxx

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