Controlled - Larry Stylinson

chapter 1

"LOUIS IM HOME!!" I didn't hear a response.

He has to be home his car is there?

Is he sleeping?

I walked to the kitchen and I saw a note on the refrigerator.

' Harry I can't do this anymore, I love you too much to see you not love me back. It hurts to much seeing you not love me back. Be safe.

Lots of love -Louis '

No no no this can't be happening.

I ran up the stairs and looked in the bathroom. No not there.

I checked in the guest room. Nothing.

My heart was pounding when I was the creek of our bedroom door.

I opened it and I couldn't believe my eyes.

I saw the rope around his neck, bringing tears to my eyes.

I almost chocked on my own spit.

I ran over to him to check if he was breathing but it was too late.

"LOUIS NO I LOVE YOU!" I see the dead body once again then suddenly my eyes open wide.

what kind of dream was that?

"Harry? is that you.." I hear Louis mumble in his pillow.

"yeah I just had a bad dream." it was dark and I couldn't see him.

he sits down and turns on the light next to him. "Wanna talk about it?"

"um sure, well it was about us, and you hung yourself because you thought I didn't love you."

His face turned blank. "I don't know what to say to that. Good thing it's not true." he smiled trying to make me feel better.

"yeah..do you love me?" my voice goes low.

"Of course I do, as friends right?"

"Yeah..more?" my throat tightened.

"I'm not sure, I haven't ever thought of it."

All I said was 'oh'

I loved him more as a friend..hasn't he noticed?

"well we should go to sleep." I finally said, I couldn't hear more of this, I'll end up breaking down.

"Okay, goodnight harry!" he said in a eager voice

"Night.."

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I know it's really short but it's the first chapter so it's gonna suck and be short, but it will get much longer than this and hopefully better.

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-Vanessa