Controlled - Larry Stylinson

chapter 5

I enter the passenger seat and just stay silent.

"Are you okay Harry?"

I look blankly at Louis. "No..what are we gonna do?"

"We still live together. we can do whatever we want there and no one can tell us no." he puts his hand on my knee and rubs it softly.

I sniffle and stare out the window as we drive to the house. It was a quiet drive beside Louis' humming.

When we arrive home I know Louis wanted to cheer me up.

"Let's stay home and watch a movie tonight, I can cook for you too." he smiles a little.

"Okay." I try to put on a smile as well.

"Well pick a movie." he messes up my curls.

"how about Tarzan!" I put on a grin.

"sure why not. I'll cook some chicken and we can eat them with chips."

I give him a small peck on the cheek and watch as he goes to the kitchen.

I look all around the house for the movie and then remembered it was in the cabinet upstairs.

When I go back downstairs I smell like smoke. "Are you burning something."

"The chicken.." he looks down.

"You have the temperature too high. Here." I put it in 300

"I can't cook for life without burning something." he crosses his arms.

I laugh "well the chicken isn't that much burnt so were good."

"okay go start the movie smart ass." he kicks me out of the chicken.

I go to the DVD player and put the movie in. I watch all the previews until I see louis coming with the food.

Man I miss being little and going crazy over these movies.

He places my plate on the side table.

I press play and begin to eat. "It taste good." I smile

"No it doesn't, it taste like shit." he rolls his eyes

"Better than the first time you cooked." I laugh.

He stuffs a chip and chicken in his mouth at once and practically puts his head in the plate.

"Hungry?" I laugh

"Mm very."

I finish my plate and take it to the dish washer.

When I come back I see Louis laying down on the couch. I go on top of him and lay on his chest.

"Am I killing you?" I look at Louis who looks like he's dying.

"Kind of but I will survive."

I switch our position for him to on top. "There." I smile

"You didn't have to."

"I know but I want to." I kiss his nose "Watch the movie." I demand

He faces towards the movie and we laugh at the dumb parts that we loved as a child.

During half way of the movie Louis falls asleep and I wait till it finishes.

I turn of the television as it finishes and carry Louis to bed.

I tuck him in and change into just boxers. I lay down and cuddle next to him.

I can't sleep so I decided to go on my phone.

I go on twitter but don't tweet anything. I go through my timeline and notice everybody was talking about the day in the club. I wish I could tell them it's real but sadly I can't..I check my mentions and see

"I love you Harry, follow me!" all over my mentions

then I scroll down a little more and see "God hates fags!!" my face falls and I put my phone away.

I go closer to Louis and try not to cry.."I wish we can run away together, have freedom, somewhere where nobody will tell us what to do.." I whisper to Louis.

He shifts a little and I pull away from him.

I talk to him as I stare at the ceiling.

"I'm tired of management and hiding..I've waited for the day we did come together like in my dreams.." I sigh

"Everything isn't what I want right?" I look at him and hear him snore a little

"I wish you were listening to me right now. Talking back telling me what you think, and that it will happen..but it's like I'm talking to myself right now." I frown

"I love you louis."

I kiss the top of his head and go to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry i took so long to update today. I made it a happier chapter than most. Vote + share.

-Vanessa